{"id":10598,"date":"2026-09-23T21:56:07","date_gmt":"2026-09-23T18:56:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=10598"},"modified":"2026-09-23T21:56:07","modified_gmt":"2026-09-23T18:56:07","slug":"zamiloval-jsem-se-do-zeny-o-20-let-starsi-nez-ja-pote-co-jsme-se-seznamili-na-tinderu-v-den-jejich-narozenin-mi-telefon-sklouzl-pod-pohovku-a-to-co-jsem-vytahl-mi-zpusobilo-mrazeni-v-zade","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=10598","title":{"rendered":"Zamiloval jsem se do \u017eeny o 20 let star\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e j\u00e1 pot\u00e9, co jsme se sezn\u00e1mili na Tinderu \u2013 V den jej\u00edch narozenin mi telefon sklouzl pod pohovku a to, co jsem vyt\u00e1hl, mi zp\u016fsobilo mrazen\u00ed v z\u00e1dech"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zelen\u00e9 \u0161aty, kter\u00e9 jsem j\u00ed \u0161et\u0159il a koupil, st\u00e1le le\u017eely v Cla\u0159in\u011b lo\u017enici, kdy\u017e mi telefon sklouzl mezi pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159 pohovky a op\u011brku. S\u00e1hl jsem do \u00fazk\u00e9 mezery a vyt\u00e1hl n\u011bco, na \u010dem byla moje vlastn\u00ed osmilet\u00e1 tv\u00e1\u0159. Pak jsem si v\u0161iml vzkazu napsan\u00e9ho Cla\u0159in\u00fdm rukopisem, datovan\u00e9ho p\u0159esn\u011b dnem, kdy jsme se na Tinderu spojili \u2013 a do\u0161lo mi, \u017ee v\u011bd\u011bla, kdo jsem, je\u0161t\u011b d\u00e1vno p\u0159edt\u00edm, ne\u017e jsem n\u011bco v\u011bd\u011bl o n\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Telefon mi zmizel mezi pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159em pohovky a op\u011brkou pr\u00e1v\u011b ve chv\u00edli, kdy byla Claire v lo\u017enici a p\u0159evl\u00e9kala se do zelen\u00fdch \u0161at\u016f, kter\u00e9 jsem j\u00ed koupil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zamumlal jsem n\u011bco, co bych rozhodn\u011b neopakoval p\u0159ed svou matkou, a str\u010dil ruku do mezery.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Prsty jsem narazil na dv\u011b mince, v\u00ed\u010dko od propisky, n\u011bco, co nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b p\u0159ipom\u00ednalo zkamen\u011bl\u00fd bramborov\u00fd chips, a nakonec na sv\u016fj telefon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kdy\u017e jsem v\u0161ak ruku vyt\u00e1hl, vypadla s n\u00ed i fotografie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dopadla l\u00edcem dol\u016f na koberec.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Automaticky jsem ji zvedl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak jsem ztuhl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fotografie byla tak star\u00e1, \u017ee barvy na okraj\u00edch za\u010d\u00ednaly blednout. Skupinka d\u011bt\u00ed sed\u011bla na podlaze, kter\u00e1 vypadala jako podlaha knihovny, a ka\u017ed\u00e9 z nich dr\u017eelo knihu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Na jednom konci \u0159ady sed\u011bl huben\u00fd chlapec s neupraven\u00fdmi hn\u011bd\u00fdmi vlasy a chyb\u011bj\u00edc\u00edm p\u0159edn\u00edm zubem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bylo mi tehdy osm, mo\u017en\u00e1 dev\u011bt let.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Okam\u017eit\u011b jsem ho poznal, proto\u017ee jsem si pamatoval to p\u0159\u00ed\u0161ern\u00e9 pruhovan\u00e9 tri\u010dko. Moje matka trvala na tom, \u017ee mi slu\u0161\u00ed a \u017ee v n\u011bm vypad\u00e1m \u201ehezky\u201c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire jsem nikdy \u017e\u00e1dnou fotografii z d\u011btstv\u00ed nedal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vedle m\u011b st\u00e1la d\u00edvka p\u0159ibli\u017en\u011b stejn\u00e9ho v\u011bku s fialov\u00fdmi br\u00fdlemi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oto\u010dil jsem fotografii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vy\u0161isovan\u00fdm modr\u00fdm inkoustem na n\u00ed st\u00e1lo:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNora + Ethan, letn\u00ed \u010dten\u00e1\u0159sk\u00fd klub.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"821\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/795623610_1659369642248395_4289432850995118069_n-izmeni-cveta-odejdi-i-fon-821x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-10599\" srcset=\"https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/795623610_1659369642248395_4289432850995118069_n-izmeni-cveta-odejdi-i-fon-821x1024.jpg 821w, https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/795623610_1659369642248395_4289432850995118069_n-izmeni-cveta-odejdi-i-fon-241x300.jpg 241w, https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/795623610_1659369642248395_4289432850995118069_n-izmeni-cveta-odejdi-i-fon-767x957.jpg 767w, https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/795623610_1659369642248395_4289432850995118069_n-izmeni-cveta-odejdi-i-fon-1232x1536.jpg 1232w, https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/795623610_1659369642248395_4289432850995118069_n-izmeni-cveta-odejdi-i-fon.jpg 1296w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 821px) 100vw, 821px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod t\u00edm bylo nov\u011bj\u0161\u00edm \u010dern\u00fdm inkoustem naps\u00e1no p\u011bt slov:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNa\u0161el jsem Ethana. \u0158ekni mu to.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod t\u00edm bylo datum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zkontroloval jsem ho dvakr\u00e1t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bylo to p\u0159esn\u011b datum, kdy jsme se s Claire spojili na Tinderu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Po pa\u017e\u00edch mi p\u0159eb\u011bhl mr\u00e1z, p\u0159esto\u017ee v Cla\u0159in\u011b byt\u011b bylo teplo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eEthane?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jej\u00ed hlas se ozval z lo\u017enice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">St\u00e1le jsem z\u00edral na rukopis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">O vte\u0159inu pozd\u011bji vstoupila Claire do ob\u00fdvac\u00edho pokoje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0160aty j\u00ed sed\u011bly p\u0159esn\u011b tak, jak jsem doufal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Smaragdov\u011b zelen\u00e9, p\u0159esn\u011b podle m\u00fdch p\u0159edstav, kdy\u017e jsem se bez n\u00ed vr\u00e1til do butiku. Tmav\u00e9 vlasy m\u011bla voln\u011b sepnut\u00e9 za jedn\u00edm uchem a na druh\u00e9m si je\u0161t\u011b zap\u00ednala n\u00e1u\u0161nici.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Na okam\u017eik se usm\u00e1la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak jej\u00ed o\u010di spo\u010dinuly na fotografii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Prsty j\u00ed z\u016fstaly nehybn\u011b u n\u00e1u\u0161nice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">U\u017e ji nedopnula.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eKde jsi to vzal?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u00e1lem jsem se zasm\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eZ tv\u00e9 pohovky.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire neodpov\u011bd\u011bla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zvedl jsem fotografii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eKdo je Nora?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jej\u00ed ruka pomalu klesla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eEthane\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNe.\u201c Uk\u00e1zal jsem na datum. \u201ePro\u010d jsi to napsala v den, kdy jsme se poznali?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod\u00edvala se sm\u011brem k pohovce, jako by tam snad \u010dekalo n\u011bjak\u00e9 jin\u00e9 vysv\u011btlen\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nakonec \u0159ekla: \u201eProto\u017ee jsem v\u011bd\u011bla, kdo jsi.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Z\u00edral jsem na ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJe\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed Tinderem?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAno.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJak?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u00edsto odpov\u011bdi se Claire pod\u00edvala na fotografii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nahlas jsem p\u0159e\u010detl vzkaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201e\u201aNa\u0161el jsem Ethana. \u0158ekni mu to.\u2018 \u0158ekni mi co?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nat\u00e1hla ruku k op\u011bradlu j\u00eddeln\u00ed \u017eidle, ale neposadila se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNora byla moje sestra.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Znovu jsem se pod\u00edval na malou d\u00edvku vedle sebe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Na okraji pam\u011bti se n\u011bco pohnulo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fialov\u00e9 br\u00fdle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sm\u00edch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kniha otev\u0159en\u00e1 p\u0159es na\u0161e dv\u011b dvojice kolen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ale ka\u017ed\u00fd obraz zmizel d\u0159\u00edv, ne\u017e jsem ho dok\u00e1zal zachytit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTvoje sestra?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNevlastn\u00ed sestra. Byla o hodn\u011b mlad\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e j\u00e1.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePro\u010d jsem na fotografii s n\u00ed?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire se na m\u011b kone\u010dn\u011b pod\u00edvala p\u0159\u00edmo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eProto\u017ee jste byli p\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ta odpov\u011b\u010f m\u011bla v\u0161echno objasnit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u00edsto toho bylo v\u0161echno je\u0161t\u011b zmaten\u011bj\u0161\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0160est m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f jsem v\u011b\u0159il, \u017ee p\u0159esn\u011b v\u00edm, jak Claire a j\u00e1 vstoupili do \u017eivota toho druh\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bylo mi p\u011btadvacet a u\u017e jsem byl t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 rozhodnut\u00fd s randic\u00edmi aplikacemi \u00fapln\u011b skon\u010dit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire bylo p\u011bta\u010dty\u0159icet. U\u017e od prvn\u00ed zpr\u00e1vy p\u016fsobila jinak ne\u017e ostatn\u00ed. Byla p\u0159\u00edm\u00e1, vtipn\u00e1 a naprosto si jist\u00e1 t\u00edm, co chce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">V\u011bkov\u00fd rozd\u00edl dvaceti let m\u011b zpo\u010d\u00e1tku zarazil, ale ne na dlouho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Na\u0161e prvn\u00ed k\u00e1va trvala t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 \u010dty\u0159i hodiny.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pamatovala si, \u017ee nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm sko\u0159ici v k\u00e1v\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u00e1 si pamatoval, \u017ee si z ka\u017ed\u00e9 cesty kupovala p\u0159\u00ed\u0161ern\u00e9 magnetky na lednici.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Na t\u0159et\u00edm rande u\u017e znala jm\u00e9no m\u00e9ho \u0161\u00e9fa, moje obl\u00edben\u00e9 m\u00edsto na pizzu i to, jak jsem p\u0159i\u0161el k jizv\u011b na z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S Claire jsem nikdy nem\u011bl pocit, \u017ee mus\u00edm h\u00e1dat, co vlastn\u011b mysl\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Uk\u00e1zalo se, \u017ee jedin\u00e9, v \u010dem jsem se m\u00fdlil, bylo to, odkud do m\u00e9ho \u017eivota p\u0159i\u0161la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTak\u017ee sis m\u011b vybrala kv\u016fli No\u0159e.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire se ot\u00e1zce nepokusila vyhnout.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eZpo\u010d\u00e1tku ano.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Polo\u017eil jsem fotografii na konferen\u010dn\u00ed stolek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eP\u00e1ni.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eEthane, nesna\u017eila jsem se t\u011b nal\u00e1kat do vztahu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eDoslova jsi m\u011b poznala z d\u011btstv\u00ed a ne\u0159ekla jsi mi to.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJ\u00e1 v\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201e\u0160la jsi se mnou na k\u00e1vu a u\u017e jsi v\u011bd\u011bla, kdo jsem.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAno.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eA j\u00e1 jsem nev\u011bd\u011bl v\u016fbec nic.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire na chv\u00edli zav\u0159ela o\u010di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAno. Cht\u011bla jsem ti to \u0159\u00edct hned ten den.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Znovu jsem vzal fotografii a klepl prstem na nov\u011bj\u0161\u00ed rukopis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTohle jsi napsala je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159edt\u00edm, ne\u017e jsi m\u011b znovu vid\u011bla.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Znovu jsem se pod\u00edval na datum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eCht\u011bla jsi mi to n\u011bkdy \u0159\u00edct? Kde byla tahle fotografie po\u0159\u00edzen\u00e1?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eVe star\u00e9 knihovn\u011b na Pine Street.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zamra\u010dil jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eCopak ji p\u0159ed lety \u00fapln\u011b nep\u0159ed\u011blali?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eP\u016fvodn\u00ed d\u011btsk\u00e9 odd\u011blen\u00ed tam po\u0159\u00e1d je. P\u0159estav\u011bli v\u0161echno kolem n\u011bj.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A tehdy se mi za\u010daly vracet mal\u00e9 \u00fatr\u017eky vzpom\u00ednek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u00edzk\u00e9 police.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sedac\u00ed vaky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pap\u00edrov\u00e9 slunce nak\u0159ivo zav\u011b\u0161en\u00e9 na stropn\u00ed desce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 jsem c\u00edtil v\u016fni zapr\u00e1\u0161en\u00e9ho koberce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak se vyno\u0159il dal\u0161\u00ed detail.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u017dlut\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zad\u00edval jsem se na fotografii pozorn\u011bji.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJej\u00ed br\u00fdle byly \u017elut\u00e9.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire zamrkala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eCo\u017ee?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNo\u0159iny br\u00fdle. Byly \u017elut\u00e9.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire se pod\u00edvala na fotografii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eByly fialov\u00e9.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNe,\u201c \u0159ekl jsem. \u201eByly \u017elut\u00e9.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Chv\u00edli na m\u011b hled\u011bla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak se zasm\u00e1la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNat\u0159ela si je.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eCo\u017ee?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201e\u017dlut\u00fdm lakem na nehty. M\u00e1ma m\u00e1lem ze\u0161\u00edlela.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vzpom\u00ednka p\u0159i\u0161la tak n\u00e1hle, \u017ee jsem si musel sednout.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u00edvka sed\u00edc\u00ed se zk\u0159\u00ed\u017een\u00fdma nohama v tlust\u00fdch \u017elut\u00fdch br\u00fdl\u00edch, dr\u017e\u00edc\u00ed kn\u00ed\u017eku p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 bl\u00edzko obli\u010deje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">St\u00e1le jsem si nedok\u00e1zal vzpomenout, jakou knihu \u010detla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ale pamatoval jsem si, \u017ee m\u011b roz\u010dilovala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eChce\u0161 tam j\u00edt?\u201c zeptala se Claire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod\u00edval jsem se na ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Okam\u017eit\u011b si uv\u011bdomila, co pr\u00e1v\u011b ud\u011blala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePromi\u0148. \u0160patn\u00e1 ot\u00e1zka.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Chv\u00edli bylo ticho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak to zkusila znovu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJestli chce\u0161 v\u011bd\u011bt, odkud ta fotografie poch\u00e1z\u00ed, \u0159eknu ti to tady. Nebo ti to m\u016f\u017eu uk\u00e1zat. Nebo m\u016f\u017eu odej\u00edt.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Byla to prvn\u00ed v\u011bc, kterou ten ve\u010der \u0159ekla, ani\u017e by to zn\u011blo, jako by u\u017e p\u0159edem rozhodla, co je pro m\u011b nejlep\u0161\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Popadl jsem bundu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eVezmi m\u011b do knihovny.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire se bez jedin\u00e9ho slova p\u0159evl\u00e9kla z t\u011bch zelen\u00fdch \u0161at\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">O dvacet minut pozd\u011bji jsme st\u00e1li pod z\u00e1\u0159ivkami v pobo\u010dce knihovny na Pine Street.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Odd\u011blen\u00ed pro dosp\u011bl\u00e9 jsem v\u016fbec nepozn\u00e1val.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u011btsk\u00fd koutek ano.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Byl men\u0161\u00ed, ne\u017e jsem si pamatoval.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mnohem men\u0161\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pomalu jsem proch\u00e1zel kolem polic, dokud jsem nedo\u0161el do zadn\u00edho rohu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTady b\u00fdval modr\u00fd koberec.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire uk\u00e1zala. \u201eP\u0159esn\u011b tam.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Te\u010f byl koberec \u0161ed\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Posadil jsem se na jednu z mal\u00fdch \u017eidl\u00ed u d\u011btsk\u00e9ho stolku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kolena se mi pod n\u011bj sotva ve\u0161la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire z\u016fstala u dve\u0159\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Rozhl\u00e9dl jsem se po m\u00edstnosti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak jsem si v\u0161iml stojanu pln\u00e9ho dobrodru\u017en\u00fdch knih.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vr\u00e1tila se dal\u0161\u00ed \u010d\u00e1st vzpom\u00ednky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nora prudce zaklapla knihu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Obvinil jsem ji, \u017ee p\u0159esko\u010dila t\u0159i str\u00e1nky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0158ekla mi, \u017ee jsem jen pomal\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Necht\u011bn\u011b jsem se zasm\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire se nezeptala, \u010demu se sm\u011bju.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePodv\u00e1d\u011bla,\u201c \u0159ekl jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAch, po\u0159\u00e1d.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eP\u0159eskakovala dop\u0159edu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTaky po\u0159\u00e1d.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNen\u00e1vid\u011bl jsem to.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eOna to v\u011bd\u011bla.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod\u00edval jsem se na Claire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Usm\u00edvala se, ale ten \u00fasm\u011bv vlastn\u011b nepat\u0159il mn\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pat\u0159il n\u011bkomu, kdo u\u017e tu nebyl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nen\u00e1vid\u011bl jsem, jak moc to bolelo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eByla nemocn\u00e1?\u201c zeptal jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire se na chv\u00edli pod\u00edvala ke dve\u0159\u00edm, ne\u017e odpov\u011bd\u011bla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAno.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A bylo to tady.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pravda, kterou si ke mn\u011b zjevn\u011b nesla posledn\u00edch \u0161est m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJak moc?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eOd d\u011btstv\u00ed m\u011bla chronick\u00e9 onemocn\u011bn\u00ed. To l\u00e9to bylo jedn\u00edm z t\u011bch lep\u0161\u00edch obdob\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTak\u017ee sem chodila?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eKa\u017ed\u00fd t\u00fdden, kdy mohla.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire p\u0159istoupila bl\u00ed\u017e, ale zastavila se na opa\u010dn\u00e9 stran\u011b stolu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNesn\u00e1\u0161ela, kdy\u017e se j\u00ed lid\u00e9 nejd\u0159\u00edv ptali na zdrav\u00ed a teprve potom na jm\u00e9no.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod\u00edval jsem se na pr\u00e1zdnou \u017eidli vedle sebe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJ\u00e1 to nev\u011bd\u011bl.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eProto t\u011b m\u011bla r\u00e1da.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod\u00edval jsem se na Claire ost\u0159e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNed\u011blej ze m\u011b n\u011bjak\u00e9ho svatou\u0161kovsk\u00e9ho osmilet\u00e9ho kluka.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire se t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 usm\u00e1la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNebyl jsi. Jednou jsi ji rozplakal, proto\u017ee jsi j\u00ed \u0159ekl, \u017ee podv\u00e1d\u00ed p\u0159i Unu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePodv\u00e1d\u011bla?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eRozhodn\u011b.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Navzdory v\u0161emu jsem se zasm\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Trvalo to mo\u017en\u00e1 dv\u011b sekundy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak se vr\u00e1tila ot\u00e1zka, kter\u00e9 jsem se vyh\u00fdbal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eCo se j\u00ed stalo?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire vyt\u00e1hla \u017eidli naproti mn\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eM\u016f\u017eu si sednout?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u0159ik\u00fdvl jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Posadila se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eKe konci toho l\u00e9ta vzala m\u00e1ma Noru mimo m\u011bsto na specializovanou l\u00e9\u010dbu. V\u0161ichni si mysleli, \u017ee bude pry\u010d p\u00e1r t\u00fddn\u016f.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Prsty jsem na\u0161el \u0161kr\u00e1banec vyryt\u00fd do povrchu stolu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eA?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJej\u00ed stav se zhor\u0161il.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Palec mi z\u016fstal nehybn\u011b na \u0161kr\u00e1banci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire pokra\u010dovala ti\u0161e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTu zimu zem\u0159ela.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Z\u00edral jsem sm\u011brem k polic\u00edm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u011bkde za n\u00e1mi se zasm\u00e1lo d\u00edt\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u011bkolik minut jsme ani jeden nepromluvili.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak jsem se zeptal: \u201eNikdo mi to ne\u0159ekl?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNe.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAle ty jsi v\u011bd\u011bla, \u017ee existuju.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAno.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eV\u011bd\u011bla jsi, kdo jsem, kdy\u017e jsi m\u011b uvid\u011bla na Tinderu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAno.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTak pro\u010d?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire sklopila o\u010di k ruk\u00e1m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eProto\u017ee jsem si myslela, \u017ee jsem kone\u010dn\u011b dostala \u0161anci ti to \u0159\u00edct.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u010cekal jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eRoky jsem neznala tvoje p\u0159\u00edjmen\u00ed,\u201c pokra\u010dovala. \u201eV\u011bd\u011bla jsem jen, \u017ee se jmenuje\u0161 Ethan. V\u011bd\u011bla jsem, \u017ee t\u011b m\u00e1ma vyzved\u00e1vala v \u010derven\u00e9m aut\u011b. V\u011bd\u011bla jsem, \u017ee ses kr\u00e1tce pot\u00e9, co Nora onemocn\u011bla, odst\u011bhoval. Kdy\u017e jsem za\u010dala v\u00e1\u017en\u011b uva\u017eovat o tom, \u017ee t\u011b najdu, nem\u011bla jsem t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 u\u017eite\u010dn\u00e9 informace.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAle nakonec jsi m\u011b na\u0161la.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eO sedmn\u00e1ct let pozd\u011bji se tvoje tv\u00e1\u0159 objevila na m\u00e9m telefonu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Promnul jsem si dlan\u011b o d\u017e\u00edny.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eA dala jsi mi srd\u00ed\u010dko.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAno.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAby sis se mnou dala k\u00e1vu a \u0159ekla mi, \u017ee Nora zem\u0159ela. To byl cel\u00fd pl\u00e1n?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJedna k\u00e1va. \u0158\u00edct ti, kdo jsem. \u0158\u00edct ti, co se stalo. Pod\u011bkovat ti, \u017ee jsi byla jej\u00ed kamar\u00e1d.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod\u00edval jsem se na ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eA potom?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire se unaven\u011b zasm\u00e1la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePak sis objednal dal\u0161\u00ed k\u00e1vu. Z\u016fstal jsi, dokud neza\u010dali kolem n\u00e1s skl\u00e1dat \u017eidle.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTo ale nevysv\u011btluje, pro\u010d jsi lhala, Claire.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNe.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dob\u0159e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Alespo\u0148 se nesna\u017eila p\u0159edst\u00edrat, \u017ee ano.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Op\u0159el jsem se v \u017eidli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eKdyby Nora nikdy neexistovala, dala bys mi na Tinderu srd\u00ed\u010dko?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire m\u011b n\u011bkolik vte\u0159in ml\u010dky sledovala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNev\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bolelo to v\u00edc, ne\u017e kdyby odpov\u011bd\u011bla n\u011bjak hezky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pokra\u010dovala d\u0159\u00edv, ne\u017e jsem mohl n\u011bco \u0159\u00edct.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePravd\u011bpodobn\u011b bych se u tv\u00e9ho profilu nezastavila dost dlouho na to, abych to zjistila.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Odvr\u00e1til jsem tv\u00e1\u0159.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAle Nora m\u011b dostala do t\u00e9 kav\u00e1rny,\u201c p\u0159iznala. \u201eNep\u0159im\u011bla m\u011b objednat si dal\u0161\u00ed k\u00e1vu. Ani m\u011b nep\u0159im\u011bla z\u016fstat, dokud kolem n\u00e1s neza\u010dali skl\u00e1dat \u017eidle.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vstal jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTo, co se stalo potom, nema\u017ee to, co se stalo p\u0159edt\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJ\u00e1 v\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eZase to \u0159\u00edk\u00e1\u0161.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePromi\u0148.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zvedl jsem fotografii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePo\u0159\u00e1d jsi rozhodovala o tom, co sm\u00edm v\u011bd\u011bt.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire se nepokusila br\u00e1nit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Po chv\u00edli \u0159ekla: \u201eAno.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePro\u010d?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNejd\u0159\u00edv proto, \u017ee jsem necht\u011bla, abys m\u011bl pocit, \u017ee pou\u017e\u00edv\u00e1m Noru, abych se k tob\u011b dostala.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePou\u017eila jsi Noru, abys se ke mn\u011b dostala.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAbych t\u011b poznala. Ano.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eA pozd\u011bji?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire se zad\u00edvala na \u0161ed\u00fd koberec.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePozd\u011bji jsem se b\u00e1la, \u017ee odejde\u0161.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">To byla prvn\u00ed odpov\u011b\u010f, kterou mi toho ve\u010dera dala, ani\u017e by ji zahalila do n\u011b\u010deho vzne\u0161en\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jednou jsem fotografii p\u0159ehnul a okam\u017eit\u011b toho litoval. Znovu jsem ji narovnal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePot\u0159ebuju b\u00fdt chv\u00edli s\u00e1m.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire vstala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eChce\u0161, abych ode\u0161la?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zva\u017eoval jsem to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak jsem zavrt\u011bl hlavou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eZ\u016fsta\u0148 tady.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u0159ik\u00fdvla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vy\u0161el jsem ven s\u00e1m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A poprv\u00e9 za cel\u00fd ve\u010der m\u011b Claire nen\u00e1sledovala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ale v polovin\u011b cesty p\u0159es n\u00e1dvo\u0159\u00ed knihovny se vyno\u0159ila dal\u0161\u00ed vzpom\u00ednka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nora prudce zaklapla knihu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u00e1 zu\u0159il.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A m\u016fj d\u011btsk\u00fd hlas \u0159ekl:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eFajn. Tak si ji do\u010dti sama.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zastavil jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Proto\u017ee najednou jsem pot\u0159eboval v\u011bd\u011bt, jestli to byla posledn\u00ed slova, kter\u00e1 jsem j\u00ed kdy \u0159ekl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Napsal jsem Claire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eM\u016f\u017ee\u0161 p\u0159ij\u00edt ven?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Objevila se asi o minutu pozd\u011bji, ale zastavila se n\u011bkolik metr\u016f ode m\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNa n\u011bco jsem si vzpomn\u011bl.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire \u010dekala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201e\u0158ekl jsem No\u0159e, a\u0165 si tu knihu do\u010dte sama.\u201c Promnul jsem palcem okraj fotografie. \u201eBylo to naposledy, co jsem ji vid\u011bl?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire pomalu zavrt\u011bla hlavou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNev\u00edm p\u0159esn\u011b, jak\u00fd byl v\u00e1\u0161 posledn\u00ed rozhovor.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kupodivu mi tahle odpov\u011b\u010f pomohla v\u00edc ne\u017e fale\u0161n\u00e1 jistota.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAle potom o tob\u011b mluvila,\u201c dodala Claire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eCo \u0159\u00edkala?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eV\u011bt\u0161inou, \u017ee jsi otravn\u00fd.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zasm\u00e1l jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak se usm\u00e1la Claire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTak\u00e9 \u0159\u00edkala, \u017ee jsi v\u017edycky \u010dekal, kdy\u017e p\u0159i \u010dten\u00ed zaost\u00e1vala.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod\u00edval jsem se na fotografii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Po cel\u00e1 ta l\u00e9ta existovala Nora n\u011bkde uvnit\u0159 m\u00e9 mysli jako chyb\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed \u010d\u00e1st, o jej\u00ed\u017e nep\u0159\u00edtomnosti jsem si p\u0159estal uv\u011bdomovat, \u017ee v\u016fbec chyb\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Te\u010f se z n\u00ed pomalu znovu st\u00e1vala skute\u010dn\u00e1 osoba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u017dlut\u00e9 br\u00fdle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Podv\u00e1d\u011bn\u00ed p\u0159i hr\u00e1ch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u0159eskakov\u00e1n\u00ed str\u00e1nek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vztek na m\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod\u00edval jsem se zp\u011bt na Claire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eV\u011b\u0159\u00edm, \u017ee m\u011b miluje\u0161. Ale zat\u00edm nev\u00edm, \u010demu m\u016f\u017eu v\u011b\u0159it.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Z\u016fstala st\u00e1t na m\u00edst\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eRozum\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNe, nerozum\u00ed\u0161. J\u00e1 tomu tak\u00e9 nerozum\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire p\u0159ik\u00fdvla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eCo chce\u0161, abych ud\u011blala?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ta ot\u00e1zka m\u011b p\u0159ekvapila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eDnes ve\u010der? Vypr\u00e1v\u011bj mi o No\u0159e.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eA potom?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eChci j\u00edt dom\u016f.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eDob\u0159e.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je\u0161t\u011b dal\u0161\u00ed hodinu jsme si pov\u00eddali.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nebylo na tom nic dramatick\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nora nesn\u00e1\u0161ela rozinky. V \u0161estn\u00e1cti cht\u011bla motorku. A v\u011b\u0159ila, \u017ee pravidla deskov\u00fdch her jsou jen \u201edoporu\u010den\u00ed\u201c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kdy\u017e jsme se nakonec vr\u00e1tili do Cla\u0159ina bytu, zelen\u00e9 \u0161aty byly \u00fahledn\u011b slo\u017een\u00e9 p\u0159es \u017eidli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eChce\u0161, abych je vr\u00e1tila?\u201c zeptala se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNe.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire se na m\u011b pod\u00edvala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eKoupil jsem je, proto\u017ee se ti l\u00edbily,\u201c \u0159ekl jsem. \u201eNa tom se nic nezm\u011bnilo.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak jsem ode\u0161el dom\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">O \u010dty\u0159i dny pozd\u011bji jsem se do knihovny vr\u00e1til s\u00e1m a vyp\u016fj\u010dil si knihu, kv\u016fli kter\u00e9 jsme se s Norou kdysi h\u00e1dali.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Konec byl p\u0159\u00ed\u0161ern\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Napsal jsem Claire:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNora m\u011bla pravdu. Konec je hrozn\u00fd.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jej\u00ed odpov\u011b\u010f p\u0159i\u0161la t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 okam\u017eit\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eByla nesnesiteln\u00e1, kdy\u017e m\u011bla pravdu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Usm\u00e1l jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePo\u0159\u00e1d jsem v knihovn\u011b, jestli si chce\u0161 p\u0159ij\u00edt poh\u00e1dat se o tom.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire dorazila o dvacet minut pozd\u011bji.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sed\u011bli jsme spolu u stejn\u00e9ho mal\u00e9ho d\u011btsk\u00e9ho stolku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kdy\u017e jsem \u010detl, jej\u00ed ruka se automaticky nat\u00e1hla ke str\u00e1nce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Polo\u017eil jsem na ni jeden prst.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eHej. Je\u0161t\u011b jsem neskon\u010dil.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jej\u00ed ruka se zastavila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePromi\u0148.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">St\u00e1hla ji zp\u011bt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A \u010dekala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Do\u010detl jsem odstavec.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak jsem str\u00e1nku oto\u010dil s\u00e1m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Zelen\u00e9 \u0161aty, kter\u00e9 jsem j\u00ed \u0161et\u0159il a koupil, st\u00e1le le\u017eely v Cla\u0159in\u011b lo\u017enici, kdy\u017e mi telefon sklouzl mezi pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159 pohovky a op\u011brku. 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