{"id":11279,"date":"2026-10-19T19:56:26","date_gmt":"2026-10-19T16:56:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=11279"},"modified":"2026-10-19T19:56:26","modified_gmt":"2026-10-19T16:56:26","slug":"cely-zivot-jsem-se-stydela-za-svou-velkou-postavu-jednoho-dne-me-vsak-muj-triasedmdesatilety-dedecek-pozval-ke-svemu-bazenu-a-rekl-sundej-si-to-volne-obleceni-a-oblec-si-plavky-chci-te-vid","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=11279","title":{"rendered":"Cel\u00fd \u017eivot jsem se styd\u011bla za svou velkou postavu. Jednoho dne m\u011b v\u0161ak m\u016fj t\u0159iasedmdes\u00e1tilet\u00fd d\u011bde\u010dek pozval ke sv\u00e9mu baz\u00e9nu a \u0159ekl: \u201eSundej si to voln\u00e9 oble\u010den\u00ed a oble\u010d si plavky. Chci t\u011b vid\u011bt.\u201c Z\u016fstala jsem jako p\u0159imrazen\u00e1."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Cel\u00fd \u017eivot jsem se styd\u011bla za svou velkou postavu. Jednoho dne m\u011b v\u0161ak m\u016fj t\u0159iasedmdes\u00e1tilet\u00fd d\u011bde\u010dek pozval ke sv\u00e9mu baz\u00e9nu a \u0159ekl: \u201eSundej si to voln\u00e9 oble\u010den\u00ed a oble\u010d si plavky. Chci t\u011b vid\u011bt.\u201c Z\u016fstala jsem jako p\u0159imrazen\u00e1. Kdy\u017e jsem odm\u00edtla, p\u0159\u00edsn\u011b prohl\u00e1sil: \u201eDnes ud\u011bl\u00e1\u0161, o co t\u011b \u017e\u00e1d\u00e1m. Na tento den \u010dek\u00e1m u\u017e velmi dlouho.\u201c Nedok\u00e1zala jsem zadr\u017eet slzy\u2026 \ud83d\ude31\ud83d\udc94\u203c\ufe0f<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je mi 26 let a jmenuji se Emily.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S nadv\u00e1hou se pot\u00fdk\u00e1m u\u017e od d\u011btstv\u00ed. D\u011bti se mi ve \u0161kole posm\u00edvaly, na vysok\u00e9 \u0161kole jsem se vyh\u00fdbala spole\u010dn\u00fdm fotografi\u00edm a nedok\u00e1zala jsem si ani p\u0159edstavit, \u017ee bych \u0161la na pl\u00e1\u017e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ka\u017ed\u00e9 l\u00e9to jezdily moje kamar\u00e1dky na dovolenou, zve\u0159ej\u0148ovaly kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 fotografie v plavk\u00e1ch a u\u017e\u00edvaly si \u017eivota. J\u00e1 z\u016fst\u00e1vala doma a sledovala jejich z\u00e1\u017eitky jen p\u0159es telefon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u016fj \u0161atn\u00edk byl pln\u00fd voln\u00fdch \u0161at\u016f. Nevyb\u00edrala jsem si je proto, \u017ee se mi l\u00edbily. Nosila jsem je, proto\u017ee mi pom\u00e1haly skr\u00fdvat postavu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u011bkdy jsem dokonce odm\u00edtala pozv\u00e1n\u00ed na narozeninov\u00e9 oslavy, proto\u017ee jsem se b\u00e1la, \u017ee m\u011b n\u011bkdo vyfot\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Maminka mi \u010dasto \u0159\u00edkala:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eEmily, jsi kr\u00e1sn\u00e1 d\u00edvka. Pro\u010d jsi na sebe tak p\u0159\u00edsn\u00e1?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nikdy jsem j\u00ed ale nev\u011b\u0159ila. Jedin\u00fdm \u010dlov\u011bkem, vedle kter\u00e9ho jsem se nikdy nec\u00edtila souzen\u00e1, byl m\u016fj t\u0159iasedmdes\u00e1tilet\u00fd d\u011bde\u010dek George.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bydlel v kr\u00e1sn\u00e9m dom\u011b na okraji m\u011bsta, obklopen\u00e9m velkou zahradou a baz\u00e9nem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Po smrti babi\u010dky d\u011bde\u010dek t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nikoho nezval na n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvu. Mn\u011b v\u0161ak v\u017edycky \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee u n\u011bj m\u00e1m dve\u0159e otev\u0159en\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A\u017e do jedn\u00e9 ned\u011ble, kdy m\u011b jeho podivn\u00e1 \u017e\u00e1dost opravdu zasko\u010dila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">V dev\u011bt hodin r\u00e1no mi zavolal d\u011bde\u010dek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eCo se d\u011bje, d\u011bde\u010dku?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eMus\u00edm ti n\u011bco d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e9ho uk\u00e1zat.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eCo to je?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u011bkolik vte\u0159in ml\u010del.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eVezmi si plavky.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zasm\u00e1la jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eD\u011bde\u010dku, v\u017edy\u0165 v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee neplavu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJ\u00e1 v\u00edm. Ale dnes chci, abys si je obl\u00e9kla.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePro\u010d?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePochop\u00ed\u0161, a\u017e p\u0159ijede\u0161.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jeho hlas zn\u011bl tak v\u00e1\u017en\u011b, \u017ee jsem se u\u017e na nic dal\u0161\u00edho neptala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kdy\u017e jsem dorazila, d\u011bde\u010dek \u010dekal u baz\u00e9nu. Na stole le\u017eela star\u00e1 krabice a vedle n\u00ed jeho telefon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eP\u0159inesla sis plavky?\u201c zeptal se hned.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAno, ale po\u0159\u00e1d nech\u00e1pu pro\u010d.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eB\u011b\u017e se p\u0159evl\u00e9knout.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u0159ekvapen\u011b jsem se na n\u011bj pod\u00edvala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eD\u011bde\u010dku, nechci.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eEmily, pros\u00edm. Tentokr\u00e1t mi prost\u011b d\u016fv\u011b\u0159uj.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAle pro\u010d m\u011b chce\u0161 vid\u011bt v plavk\u00e1ch?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jeho odpov\u011b\u010f mi sev\u0159ela srdce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eProto\u017ee pot\u0159ebuji vid\u011bt pr\u00e1v\u011b to, co cel\u00fd \u017eivot skr\u00fdv\u00e1\u0161.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Z\u016fstala jsem jako p\u0159imrazen\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJak to mysl\u00ed\u0161?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jeho nal\u00e9h\u00e1n\u00ed m\u011b za\u010d\u00ednalo roz\u010dilovat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"819\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/fb_final_lake_100-819x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-11280\" srcset=\"https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/fb_final_lake_100-819x1024.jpg 819w, https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/fb_final_lake_100-240x300.jpg 240w, https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/fb_final_lake_100-768x960.jpg 768w, https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/fb_final_lake_100.jpg 1080w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 819px) 100vw, 819px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eI ty si mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee je s m\u00fdm t\u011blem n\u011bco \u0161patn\u011b?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u011bde\u010dek neodpov\u011bd\u011bl. Jen ti\u0161e \u0159ekl:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eB\u011b\u017e se p\u0159evl\u00e9knout. Jestli se pak rozhodne\u0161, \u017ee nechce\u0161 vyj\u00edt ven, nebudu t\u011b nutit.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vzala jsem si ta\u0161ku a ode\u0161la do koupelny.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Moje plavky byly \u010dern\u00e9 a pom\u011brn\u011b decentn\u00ed. Koupila jsem si je p\u0159ed t\u0159emi lety, ale nikdy jsem nena\u0161la odvahu obl\u00e9knout si je p\u0159ed n\u011bk\u00fdm jin\u00fdm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kdy\u017e jsem si je obl\u00e9kla a pod\u00edvala se do zrcadla, o\u010di se mi zalily slzami.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u0159ipadalo mi, \u017ee je na mn\u011b v\u0161echno p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 vid\u011bt. B\u0159icho, stehna i pa\u017ee. Okam\u017eit\u011b jsem se zabalila do ru\u010dn\u00edku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kdy\u017e jsem vy\u0161la ven, d\u011bde\u010dek st\u00e1le st\u00e1l na stejn\u00e9m m\u00edst\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eSundej si ru\u010dn\u00edk, zlat\u00ed\u010dko.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNem\u016f\u017eu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePro\u010d ne?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ta ot\u00e1zka ve mn\u011b kone\u010dn\u011b v\u0161echno zlomila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eProto\u017ee jsem tlust\u00e1, d\u011bde\u010dku! Proto\u017ee nen\u00e1vid\u00edm svoje t\u011blo! Proto\u017ee se mi lid\u00e9 sm\u011bj\u00ed, kdy\u017e se na m\u011b pod\u00edvaj\u00ed!\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Slzy mi st\u00e9kaly po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eV\u00ed\u0161, kolikr\u00e1t jsem odm\u00edtla j\u00edt plavat? Kolik noc\u00ed jsem probre\u010dela p\u0159ed zrcadlem? A te\u010f po mn\u011b chce\u0161 pr\u00e1v\u011b to, \u010deho se boj\u00edm nejv\u00edc!\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u011bde\u010dek dlouho ml\u010del.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak se n\u00e1hle zeptal:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eV\u00ed\u0161, pro\u010d tvoje babi\u010dka posledn\u00edch deset let sv\u00e9ho \u017eivota nikdy nevstoupila do tohoto baz\u00e9nu?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zmaten\u011b jsem se na n\u011bj pod\u00edvala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNev\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Otev\u0159el starou krabici na stole. Uvnit\u0159 byly fotografie. Jednu z nich vyt\u00e1hl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Byla na n\u00ed mlad\u00e1 \u017eena s kulat\u00fdm obli\u010dejem, v\u011bt\u0161\u00edm b\u0159ichem a pln\u00fdmi boky. St\u00e1la vedle pr\u00e1v\u011b toho baz\u00e9nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTo je babi\u010dka?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAno. Bylo j\u00ed tehdy t\u0159icet p\u011bt.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Z\u016fstala jsem ohromen\u011b z\u00edrat. Byla mi tolik podobn\u00e1, \u017ee jsem m\u011bla na okam\u017eik pocit, jako bych se d\u00edvala na starou fotografii sebe sam\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTvoje babi\u010dka se cel\u00e9 roky styd\u011bla za sv\u00e9 t\u011blo,\u201c vysv\u011btlil d\u011bde\u010dek. \u201eKa\u017ed\u00e9 l\u00e9to mi slibovala, \u017ee p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00ed rok u\u017e se mnou kone\u010dn\u011b p\u016fjde plavat. Ale poka\u017ed\u00e9 si na\u0161la d\u016fvod, pro\u010d to odlo\u017eit.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hlas se mu zachv\u011bl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eKdy\u017e pak onemocn\u011bla, \u0159ekla mi n\u011bco, na co nikdy nezapomenu. \u0158ekla: \u201aGeorgi, str\u00e1vila jsem tolik \u010dasu t\u00edm, \u017ee jsem se b\u00e1la, co si ostatn\u00ed mysl\u00ed o m\u00e9m t\u011ble, a\u017e jsem zapomn\u011bla \u017e\u00edt.\u2018\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ml\u010dky jsem hled\u011bla na fotografii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u011bde\u010dek n\u00e1hle vzal do ruky telefon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJe\u0161t\u011b n\u011bco ti chci uk\u00e1zat.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Na obrazovce se objevilo video. Bylo mi na n\u011bm asi \u0161est let.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">B\u011bhala jsem kolem baz\u00e9nu, hlasit\u011b se sm\u00e1la a bez sebemen\u0161\u00edho zav\u00e1h\u00e1n\u00ed sk\u00e1kala do vody.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vypadala jsem tak \u0161\u0165astn\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePamatuje\u0161 si na tu malou hol\u010di\u010dku?\u201c zeptal se d\u011bde\u010dek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u0159es slzy jsem se usm\u00e1la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAno.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eV\u00ed\u0161, moc mi chyb\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ta slova mi zlomila srdce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePo\u0159\u00e1d jsi ta stejn\u00e1 Emily. Jen t\u011b n\u011bkolik krut\u00fdch lid\u00ed p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dilo, \u017ee si nezaslou\u017e\u00ed\u0161 u\u017e\u00edvat vlastn\u00ed \u017eivot.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sklopila jsem hlavu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eD\u011bde\u010dku, ty tomu nerozum\u00ed\u0161. Lid\u00e9 na m\u011b z\u00edraj\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eMo\u017en\u00e1 ano. Ale jejich pohledy neur\u010duj\u00ed tvoji hodnotu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Potom d\u011bde\u010dek ud\u011blal n\u011bco, co bych nikdy ne\u010dekala. Sundal si tri\u010dko. P\u0159es b\u0159icho se mu t\u00e1hla velk\u00e1, star\u00e1 jizva po operaci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nikdy p\u0159edt\u00edm jsem ji nevid\u011bla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eVid\u00ed\u0161 tohle?\u201c zeptal se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAno.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eI j\u00e1 jsem se za sv\u00e9 t\u011blo styd\u011bl. Cel\u00e9 roky jsem se vyh\u00fdbal plav\u00e1n\u00ed, proto\u017ee jsem si myslel, \u017ee se lid\u00e9 budou d\u00edvat na mou jizvu, st\u00e1rnouc\u00ed b\u0159icho a vr\u00e1sky.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Smutn\u011b se pousm\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eDok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 si to p\u0159edstavit? Je mi sedmdes\u00e1t t\u0159i let a po\u0159\u00e1d se boj\u00edm, co si o mn\u011b mohou myslet ciz\u00ed lid\u00e9.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Poprv\u00e9 toho dne jsem se zasm\u00e1la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eD\u011bde\u010dku, v\u017edy\u0165 vypad\u00e1\u0161 skv\u011ble!\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Okam\u017eit\u011b mi odpov\u011bd\u011bl:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eA pro\u010d si tedy mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee j\u00e1 m\u016f\u017eu ve sv\u00e9m t\u011ble vypadat skv\u011ble, ale ty ne?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nem\u011bla jsem co \u0159\u00edct. P\u0159istoupil bl\u00ed\u017e a vzal m\u011b za ruku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eN\u011bco si sl\u00edb\u00edme. J\u00e1 se p\u0159estanu schov\u00e1vat kv\u016fli sv\u00e9mu star\u00e9mu t\u011blu a ty p\u0159estane\u0161 \u010dekat, a\u017e zhubne\u0161, abys kone\u010dn\u011b za\u010dala \u017e\u00edt.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAle co kdy\u017e to nedok\u00e1\u017eu?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTak to zkus\u00edme znovu. Nikdo ne\u010dek\u00e1, \u017ee p\u0159ekon\u00e1\u0161 roky strachu b\u011bhem jedin\u00e9ho dne.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pomalu jsem sundala ru\u010dn\u00edk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u011bde\u010dek se ned\u00edval na moje b\u0159icho ani na stehna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jen se usm\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTak poj\u010f, zlat\u00ed\u010dko. Voda u\u017e na tebe \u010dek\u00e1.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pomalu jsem vstoupila do baz\u00e9nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zpo\u010d\u00e1tku mi bylo stra\u0161n\u011b nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Po\u0159\u00e1d jsem p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lela o tom, jak vypad\u00e1m, jak velk\u00e9 m\u00e1m b\u0159icho a jestli moje nohy nejsou p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 siln\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Po n\u011bkolika minut\u00e1ch jsem ale za\u010dala plavat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Potom jsem c\u00e1kla vodu sm\u011brem k d\u011bde\u010dkovi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Rozesm\u00e1l se na cel\u00e9 kolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A j\u00e1 se po dlouh\u00fdch letech poprv\u00e9 sm\u00e1la, ani\u017e bych p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lela o sv\u00e9m vzhledu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kdy\u017e jsem vylezla z baz\u00e9nu, d\u011bde\u010dek navrhl, abychom se spole\u010dn\u011b vyfotili.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNe, d\u011bde\u010dku! Na t\u00e9 fotce budu vypadat hrozn\u011b.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTak budeme oba vypadat hrozn\u011b,\u201c zasm\u00e1l se. \u201eAle alespo\u0148 budeme vypadat \u0161\u0165astn\u011b!\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Polo\u017eili jsme telefon na st\u016fl a nastavili samospou\u0161\u0165.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Na prvn\u00ed fotografii jsem si zakr\u00fdvala b\u0159icho rukama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Na druh\u00e9 jsem se sna\u017eila oto\u010dit bokem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ale t\u011bsn\u011b p\u0159ed t\u0159et\u00edm sn\u00edmkem d\u011bde\u010dek n\u00e1hle ud\u011blal sm\u011b\u0161n\u00fd obli\u010dej a vyk\u0159ikl:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eEmily, tohle nen\u00ed sout\u011b\u017e kr\u00e1sy! Tohle je n\u00e1\u0161 \u017eivot!\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Rozesm\u00e1la jsem se tak hlasit\u011b, \u017ee jsem \u00fapln\u011b zapomn\u011bla skr\u00fdvat sv\u00e9 t\u011blo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A p\u0159esn\u011b v tu chv\u00edli n\u00e1s fotoapar\u00e1t zachytil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kdy\u017e jsem se na fotografii pod\u00edvala, automaticky jsem za\u010dala hledat v\u0161echny v\u011bci, kter\u00e9 jsem na sob\u011b obvykle nen\u00e1vid\u011bla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak jsem si ale v\u0161imla d\u011bde\u010dkova v\u00fdrazu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u00edval se na m\u011b s takovou hrdost\u00ed, jako bych byla ta nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed d\u00edvka na sv\u011bt\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A poprv\u00e9 jsem na fotografii vid\u011bla n\u011bco jin\u00e9ho ne\u017e svou v\u00e1hu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vid\u011bla jsem sv\u00e9 \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toho ve\u010dera jsem fotografii zve\u0159ejnila na Facebooku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u011bla jsem strach z koment\u00e1\u0159\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jedna z prvn\u00edch zpr\u00e1v p\u0159i\u0161la od b\u00fdval\u00e9 spolu\u017ea\u010dky, kter\u00e1 m\u011b p\u0159ed lety \u0161ikanovala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kdy\u017e jsem jej\u00ed zpr\u00e1vu otev\u00edrala, t\u0159\u00e1sly se mi ruce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eEmily, pamatuji si, jak jsme se k tob\u011b ve \u0161kole chovali. Pat\u0159ila jsem k t\u011bm, kte\u0159\u00ed se ti posm\u00edvali, a tehdy jsem nech\u00e1pala, jak moc mohou na\u0161e slova bolet. Moc m\u011b to mrz\u00ed. Na t\u00e9 fotografii vypad\u00e1\u0161 opravdu \u0161\u0165astn\u011b.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dlouho jsem hled\u011bla na obrazovku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Potom jsem odlo\u017eila telefon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Uv\u011bdomila jsem si, \u017ee u\u017e nepot\u0159ebuji ni\u010d\u00ed souhlas, abych se mohla c\u00edtit dob\u0159e ve vlastn\u00edm t\u011ble.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">O t\u00fdden pozd\u011bji m\u011b d\u011bde\u010dek znovu pozval k baz\u00e9nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tentokr\u00e1t tam byla i moje teta, bratranci a sest\u0159enice se sv\u00fdmi d\u011btmi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jakmile jsem uvid\u011bla tolik lid\u00ed, cht\u011bla jsem se oto\u010dit a odej\u00edt dom\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u011bde\u010dek si v\u0161iml m\u00e9 nervozity.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eEmily, na n\u011bco se t\u011b zept\u00e1m. Opravdu nechce\u0161 plavat, nebo plavat chce\u0161, ale boj\u00ed\u0161 se, co si ostatn\u00ed pomysl\u00ed?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Chv\u00edli jsem ml\u010dela.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eChci plavat.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTak pro\u010d by ses o to m\u011bla p\u0159ipravit?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sundala jsem si voln\u00e9 \u0161aty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Srdce mi bu\u0161ilo jako o z\u00e1vod.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vtom na m\u011b z vody zavolal m\u016fj mal\u00fd bratranec:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eEmily! Poj\u010f si s n\u00e1mi hr\u00e1t!\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A j\u00e1 vstoupila do baz\u00e9nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nikdo se nesm\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nikdo nem\u011bl \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 pozn\u00e1mky k m\u00e9 postav\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u011bti si hr\u00e1ly, dosp\u011bl\u00ed si pov\u00eddali a d\u011bde\u010dek sed\u011bl opod\u00e1l a usm\u00edval se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ten den jsem plavala t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 dv\u011b hodiny.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kdy\u017e jsem kone\u010dn\u011b vylezla z vody, rozb\u011bhla jsem se k d\u011bde\u010dkovi a objala ho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eVr\u00e1til jsi mi \u017eivot, d\u011bde\u010dku.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pol\u00edbil m\u011b na \u010delo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNe, zlat\u00ed\u010dko. Jen jsem ti p\u0159ipomn\u011bl, \u017ee ti nikdo \u017eivot nevzal. Jen ses za\u010dala b\u00e1t ho \u017e\u00edt.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Od toho dne uplynuly t\u0159i m\u011bs\u00edce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Po\u0159\u00e1d m\u00e1m stejnou v\u00e1hu. Moje t\u011blo se t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nezm\u011bnilo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">U\u017e ale neodm\u00edt\u00e1m pozv\u00e1n\u00ed od kamar\u00e1dek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Chod\u00edm plavat, nos\u00edm \u0161aty, kter\u00e9 se mi opravdu l\u00edb\u00ed, a nema\u017eu fotografie jen proto, \u017ee je na nich vid\u011bt moje b\u0159icho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u0159ed n\u011bkolika dny m\u011b d\u011bde\u010dek pozval na proch\u00e1zku k jezeru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">St\u00e1li jsme spolu u vody a vyfotili se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kdy\u017e jsem se na fotografii ve\u010der pod\u00edvala, v\u0161imla jsem si, jak moc d\u011bde\u010dek zest\u00e1rl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vlasy m\u011bl b\u011blej\u0161\u00ed a na tv\u00e1\u0159i mu p\u0159ibylo vr\u00e1sek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jeho \u00fasm\u011bv v\u0161ak z\u016fstal \u00fapln\u011b stejn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dlouho jsem na fotografii hled\u011bla a najednou jsem n\u011bco pochopila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Za n\u011bkolik let si nebudu pamatovat, kolik jsem tehdy v\u00e1\u017eila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nebudu si pamatovat ani to, jestli mi bylo vid\u011bt b\u0159icho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ale nav\u017edy si budu pamatovat, jak m\u016fj t\u0159iasedmdes\u00e1tilet\u00fd d\u011bde\u010dek, kter\u00fd se tak\u00e9 cel\u00e9 roky styd\u011bl za sv\u00e9 st\u00e1rnouc\u00ed t\u011blo, na\u0161el odvahu postavit se vlastn\u00edm nejistot\u00e1m, abych j\u00e1 mohla za\u010d\u00edt p\u0159ekon\u00e1vat ty sv\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Od t\u00e9 doby, kdykoli se postav\u00edm p\u0159ed zrcadlo a za\u010dnu se kritizovat, vzpomenu si na d\u011bde\u010dkova slova:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eEmily, ne\u010dekej, a\u017e se tvoje t\u011blo zm\u011bn\u00ed, abys si dovolila b\u00fdt \u0161\u0165astn\u00e1. \u017divot je p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 kr\u00e1tk\u00fd na to, abys ho ob\u011btovala n\u00e1zor\u016fm ostatn\u00edch.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A v\u00edte, co m\u011b p\u0159ekvapilo nejv\u00edc?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">V den, kdy jsem se kone\u010dn\u011b p\u0159estala schov\u00e1vat, se ve sv\u011bt\u011b nezm\u011bnilo v\u016fbec nic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lid\u00e9 d\u00e1l \u017eili sv\u00e9 \u017eivoty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Slunce st\u00e1le vych\u00e1zelo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sv\u011bt se to\u010dil d\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jedin\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk, kter\u00fd se zm\u011bnil, jsem byla j\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A poprv\u00e9 za cel\u00fdch dvacet \u0161est let jsem se c\u00edtila skute\u010dn\u011b svobodn\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Proto\u017ee m\u011b d\u011bde\u010dek nau\u010dil n\u011bco, na co nikdy nezapomenu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u011bkdy ke \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed nepot\u0159ebujeme \u0161t\u00edhlej\u0161\u00ed t\u011blo, kr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed tv\u00e1\u0159 ani souhlas ciz\u00edch lid\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u011bkdy pot\u0159ebujeme jen n\u011bkoho, kdo n\u00e1s miluje natolik, aby n\u00e1m pomohl kone\u010dn\u011b pochopit, jakou m\u00e1me hodnotu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Cel\u00fd \u017eivot jsem se styd\u011bla za svou velkou postavu. Jednoho dne m\u011b v\u0161ak m\u016fj t\u0159iasedmdes\u00e1tilet\u00fd d\u011bde\u010dek pozval ke sv\u00e9mu baz\u00e9nu a \u0159ekl: \u201eSundej \n<a class=\"moretag\" href=\"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=11279\"> [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":11280,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11279","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11279","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11279"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11279\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11281,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11279\/revisions\/11281"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/11280"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11279"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11279"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11279"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}