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<\/figure>\n\n\n\nNakonec jsme na\u0161li specialistu, kter\u00fd souhlasil, \u017ee nejprve d\u016fkladn\u011b posoud\u00ed m\u016fj zdravotn\u00ed stav a teprve potom rozhodne, zda je mo\u017en\u00e9 pokra\u010dovat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vy\u0161et\u0159en\u00ed jako by nem\u011bla konce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Krevn\u00ed testy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vy\u0161et\u0159en\u00ed srdce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Testy funkce ledvin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hormon\u00e1ln\u00ed testy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vy\u0161et\u0159en\u00ed plic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Psychologick\u00e1 vy\u0161et\u0159en\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u0159ekvapiv\u011b v\u0161ak v\u011bt\u0161ina v\u00fdsledk\u016f dopadla dob\u0159e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A pak, o n\u011bkolik m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f pozd\u011bji, mi zavolali s v\u00fdsledkem, po kter\u00e9m se mi m\u00e1lem podlomila kolena.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Byla jsem t\u011bhotn\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sedla jsem si na podlahu v kuchyni a rozplakala se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thomas p\u0159ib\u011bhl dovnit\u0159.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCo se stalo?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jen jsem mu uk\u00e1zala v\u00fdsledek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u011bkolik vte\u0159in na n\u011bj beze slova z\u00edral.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Potom si klekl vedle m\u011b a rozplakal se tak\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
V\u011bd\u011bli jsme, \u017ee moje t\u011bhotenstv\u00ed bude pova\u017eov\u00e1no za rizikov\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L\u00e9ka\u0159i n\u00e1s na to p\u0159edem upozornili.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ale t\u00fddny plynuly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dvan\u00e1ct\u00fd t\u00fdden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0160estn\u00e1ct\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dvac\u00e1t\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dvac\u00e1t\u00fd \u010dtvrt\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Miminko se vyv\u00edjelo norm\u00e1ln\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A j\u00e1 se c\u00edtila l\u00e9pe, ne\u017e kdokoli o\u010dek\u00e1val.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u010cekali jsme chlape\u010dka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Poprv\u00e9 od Emilyiny smrti jsem si dovolila znovu p\u0159edstavit budoucnost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pak p\u0159i\u0161la kontrola, kter\u00e1 m\u011bla b\u00fdt \u00fapln\u011b b\u011b\u017en\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thomas sed\u011bl vedle m\u011b, zat\u00edmco ultrazvukov\u00e1 techni\u010dka p\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u011bla sondou po m\u00e9m b\u0159i\u0161e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTady je v\u00e1\u0161 mal\u00fd chlape\u010dek,\u201c \u0159ekla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kdy\u017e jsem ho uvid\u011bla na obrazovce, jak se pohybuje, zasm\u00e1la jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thomas se naklonil bl\u00ed\u017e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eU\u017e te\u010f je neposedn\u00fd jako ty.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Techni\u010dka se usm\u00e1la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pak ale n\u00e1hle ztichla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zamra\u010dila se a znovu posunula sondu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dasm\u011bv j\u00ed zmizel z tv\u00e1\u0159e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCo se d\u011bje?\u201c zeptala jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMiminko vypad\u00e1 v po\u0159\u00e1dku.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nad\u00e1le v\u0161ak up\u0159en\u011b hled\u011bla na obrazovku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTak na co se d\u00edv\u00e1te?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Neodpov\u011bd\u011bla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pouze \u0159ekla:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eZavol\u00e1m l\u00e9ka\u0159e.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Potom ode\u0161la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thomas mi stiskl ruku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O n\u011bkolik minut pozd\u011bji p\u0159i\u0161el m\u016fj l\u00e9ka\u0159 se slo\u017ekou v ruce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pod\u00edval se na ultrazvuk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Potom na m\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A znovu na obrazovku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMiminko vypad\u00e1 zdrav\u011b,\u201c \u0159ekl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00e1lem jsem se rozplakala \u00falevou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jen\u017ee on se neusm\u00edval.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00edsto toho se obr\u00e1til k Thomasovi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMohl byste na chv\u00edli po\u010dkat venku?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Srdce mi za\u010dalo zb\u011bsile bu\u0161it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNe,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bla jsem okam\u017eit\u011b. \u201eJestli jste n\u011bco na\u0161li, m\u016fj man\u017eel tu z\u016fstane.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L\u00e9ka\u0159 se na m\u011b chv\u00edli d\u00edval.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pak pomalu p\u0159ik\u00fdvl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u0159it\u00e1hl si \u017eidli bl\u00ed\u017e a uk\u00e1zal na okraj sn\u00edmku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
POKRA\u010cOV\u00c1N\u00cd V PRVN\u00cdM KOMENT\u00c1\u0158I.<\/strong> \ud83d\udc47\ud83d\udc47<\/p>\n\n\n\n Na sn\u00edmku byl tmav\u00fd \u00fatvar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eCo to je?\u201c za\u0161eptala jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eP\u016fvodn\u011b jsme to v\u016fbec nehledali,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bl. \u201eAle p\u0159i zobrazovac\u00edm vy\u0161et\u0159en\u00ed jsme si v\u0161imli n\u011b\u010deho v bl\u00edzkosti va\u0161\u00ed ledviny.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n Vyschlo mi v \u00fastech.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eN\u00e1dor?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eZat\u00edm to nem\u016f\u017eeme \u0159\u00edct. Pot\u0159ebujeme dal\u0161\u00ed vy\u0161et\u0159en\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n B\u011bhem n\u011bkolika n\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00edch dn\u016f jsem podstoupila dal\u0161\u00ed zobrazovac\u00ed vy\u0161et\u0159en\u00ed, krevn\u00ed testy a konzultace se specialisty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 jsem nespala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e jsem zav\u0159ela o\u010di, vzpomn\u011bla jsem si na posledn\u00ed dny Emilyina \u017eivota.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bylo j\u00ed pouh\u00fdch patn\u00e1ct let.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Do t\u00e9 doby byla zdrav\u00e1, pln\u00e1 energie a neust\u00e1le tou\u017eila objevovat n\u011bco nov\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pak si jednoho odpoledne za\u010dala st\u011b\u017eovat na stra\u0161livou bolest hlavy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nikdo zpo\u010d\u00e1tku netu\u0161il, \u017ee m\u00e1 neodhalen\u00e9 onemocn\u011bn\u00ed mozku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Po jej\u00ed smrti jsem za\u010dala m\u00edt panick\u00fd strach z nemoc\u00ed, kter\u00e9 se mohou skr\u00fdvat v t\u011ble, ani\u017e bychom o nich v\u011bd\u011bli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nemoc\u00ed, kter\u00e9 u\u017e mohou b\u00fdt p\u0159\u00edtomn\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Tich\u00fdch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pomalu postupuj\u00edc\u00edch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u010cekaj\u00edc\u00edch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A te\u010f n\u00e1s l\u00e9ka\u0159i s Thomasem pozvali na dal\u0161\u00ed konzultaci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Specialista p\u0159ed n\u00e1s polo\u017eil n\u011bkolik sn\u00edmk\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eNa va\u0161\u00ed prav\u00e9 ledvin\u011b se nach\u00e1z\u00ed \u00fatvar.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ztuhla jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eJak dlouho tam je?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eTo nem\u016f\u017eeme p\u0159esn\u011b ur\u010dit. Podle jeho velikosti je v\u0161ak mo\u017en\u00e9, \u017ee se tam nach\u00e1z\u00ed u\u017e n\u011bkolik let.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pevn\u011b jsem sev\u0159ela Thomasovu ruku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eJe to rakovina?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n L\u00e9ka\u0159 na okam\u017eik zav\u00e1hal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eM\u00e1me obavy, \u017ee by mohlo j\u00edt o zhoubn\u00fd n\u00e1dor. Dobrou zpr\u00e1vou ale je, \u017ee jsme ho pravd\u011bpodobn\u011b odhalili pom\u011brn\u011b brzy.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n Okam\u017eit\u011b jsem si polo\u017eila ruce na b\u0159icho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eA moje miminko?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eV\u00e1\u0161 syn zat\u00edm vypad\u00e1 zdrav\u011b. Budeme v\u0161echno pe\u010dliv\u011b koordinovat, abychom co nejv\u00edce ochr\u00e1nili v\u00e1s oba.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n Z\u00edrala jsem na sn\u00edmek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n N\u011bco ve mn\u011b mo\u017en\u00e1 rostlo cel\u00e9 roky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bez bolesti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bez p\u0159\u00edznak\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bez jedin\u00e9ho varov\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pak jsem polo\u017eila ot\u00e1zku, kter\u00e1 v\u0161echno zm\u011bnila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eKdybyste m\u011b nikdy nevy\u0161et\u0159ovali kv\u016fli t\u011bhotenstv\u00ed, kdy byste na to p\u0159i\u0161li?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n L\u00e9ka\u0159 chv\u00edli ml\u010del.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eMo\u017en\u00e1 a\u017e mnohem pozd\u011bji.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n Thomas se na m\u011b pod\u00edval.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ani jeden z n\u00e1s ne\u0159ekl jedin\u00e9 slovo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Vzpomn\u011bla jsem si na v\u0161echny, kte\u0159\u00ed m\u011b kritizovali za to, \u017ee chci m\u00edt d\u00edt\u011b v tak vysok\u00e9m v\u011bku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Na ka\u017ed\u00e9ho l\u00e9ka\u0159e, kter\u00fd m\u011b varoval.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Na v\u0161echny chv\u00edle, kdy jsem pochybovala, jestli ned\u011bl\u00e1m nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed chybu sv\u00e9ho \u017eivota.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A te\u010f se ukazovalo, \u017ee t\u011bhotenstv\u00ed, o kter\u00e9m se v\u0161ichni b\u00e1li, \u017ee m\u011b ohroz\u00ed, odhalilo pr\u00e1v\u011b to, co m\u011b mo\u017en\u00e1 jednou mohlo p\u0159ipravit o \u017eivot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n N\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00ed m\u011bs\u00edce pat\u0159ily k nejt\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00edm v m\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n L\u00e9ka\u0159i m\u011b neust\u00e1le sledovali.<\/p>\n\n\n\n P\u0159i n\u011bkter\u00fdch n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bv\u00e1ch jsem za\u010dala plakat je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159edt\u00edm, ne\u017e jsem v\u016fbec vstoupila do nemocnice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n N\u011bkter\u00e9 noci jsme s Thomasem z\u016fst\u00e1vali vzh\u016fru a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161leli, jestli bychom dok\u00e1zali emocion\u00e1ln\u011b p\u0159e\u017e\u00edt dal\u0161\u00ed ztr\u00e1tu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ale n\u00e1\u0161 syn d\u00e1l rostl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A j\u00e1 d\u00e1l bojovala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve t\u0159ic\u00e1t\u00e9m sedm\u00e9m t\u00fddnu l\u00e9ka\u0159i rozhodli, \u017ee nastal \u010das porodit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Porod postupoval rychleji, ne\u017e o\u010dek\u00e1vali.<\/p>\n\n\n\n N\u011bkolik hodin po p\u0159\u00edjezdu do nemocnice jsem usly\u0161ela d\u011btsk\u00fd pl\u00e1\u010d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Zdravotn\u00ed sestra mi polo\u017eila miminko na hru\u010f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Z\u00edrala jsem na jeho drobnou tv\u00e1\u0159i\u010dku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eAhoj, Liame,\u201c za\u0161eptala jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A pak jsem se \u00fapln\u011b rozplakala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Thomas si myslel, \u017ee pl\u00e1\u010du \u0161t\u011bst\u00edm, proto\u017ee je n\u00e1\u0161 syn kone\u010dn\u011b na sv\u011bt\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n J\u00e1 v\u0161ak myslela na ten sen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Na temnou chodbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Na d\u011btskou post\u00fdlku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Na Emilyin hlas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eMami, mus\u00ed\u0161 ho naj\u00edt.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n Po Liamov\u011b narozen\u00ed mohli l\u00e9ka\u0159i p\u0159istoupit k l\u00e9\u010db\u011b n\u00e1doru na m\u00e9 ledvin\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n L\u00e9\u010dba byla \u00fasp\u011b\u0161n\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O n\u011bkolik m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f pozd\u011bji jsem p\u0159i\u0161la na kontrolu. Specialista si prohl\u00e9dl v\u00fdsledky a usm\u00e1l se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eM\u011bla jste velk\u00e9 \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n P\u0159ik\u00fdvla jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Potom ti\u0161e dodal:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eJe mo\u017en\u00e9, \u017ee v\u00e1m t\u011bhotenstv\u00ed zachr\u00e1nilo \u017eivot.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n Toho ve\u010dera jsem st\u00e1la vedle Liamovy post\u00fdlky a sledovala, jak sp\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Thomas ke mn\u011b zezadu p\u0159istoupil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eV\u00ed\u0161, co je zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed?\u201c zeptal se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eCo?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eU\u017e v\u016fbec nemluv\u00ed\u0161 o t\u011bch snech.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n M\u011bl pravdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Od Liamova narozen\u00ed se mi nezd\u00e1l ani jeden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ani jednou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pod\u00edvala jsem se na sv\u00e9ho syna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n M\u011bs\u00edce jsem v\u011b\u0159ila, \u017ee mi Emily ve snu \u0159\u00edkala, abych na\u0161la pr\u00e1v\u011b toto d\u00edt\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ale najednou jsem tomu za\u010dala rozum\u011bt jinak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mo\u017en\u00e1 jsem nem\u011bla naj\u00edt jen Liama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mo\u017en\u00e1 m\u011b cesta, kter\u00e1 m\u011b k n\u011bmu dovedla, m\u011bla z\u00e1rove\u0148 upozornit na nebezpe\u010d\u00ed, kter\u00e9 se ve mn\u011b cel\u00e9 roky ti\u0161e skr\u00fdvalo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nat\u00e1hla jsem ruku do post\u00fdlky a dotkla se jeho drobn\u00e9 dlan\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Jeho prst\u00edky se sev\u0159ely kolem m\u00e9ho prstu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A poprv\u00e9 od Emilyiny smrti mi vzpom\u00ednka na ni nep\u0159inesla pouze bolest.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Proto\u017ee mi \u017eivot prost\u0159ednictv\u00edm d\u00edt\u011bte, kter\u00e9 jsem ztratila, a d\u00edt\u011bte, kter\u00e9 jsem na\u0161la, daroval n\u011bco, o \u010dem jsem si myslela, \u017ee u\u017e to nikdy m\u00edt nebudu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n V\u00edce \u010dasu.<\/strong> \ud83d\udc94<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"V jedna\u0161edes\u00e1ti letech jsem byla p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00e1, \u017ee kapitola m\u00e9ho \u017eivota spojen\u00e1 s miminky, d\u011btsk\u00fdmi post\u00fdlkami a probd\u011bl\u00fdmi nocemi u\u017e d\u00e1vno skon\u010dila. 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