{"id":1280,"date":"2025-07-18T21:19:39","date_gmt":"2025-07-18T18:19:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=1280"},"modified":"2025-07-18T21:19:39","modified_gmt":"2025-07-18T18:19:39","slug":"kdyz-mi-zemrel-manzel-zustaly-jsme-s-dcerou-samy-dve-peclive-jsem-ji-vychovala-poslala-na-studia-oblekala-ji-krmila-vsechny-sve-sny-jsem-vlozila-do-ni-milovala-jsem-ji-bezmezne-ale-as","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=1280","title":{"rendered":"Kdy\u017e mi zem\u0159el man\u017eel, z\u016fstaly jsme s dcerou samy dv\u011b. Pe\u010dliv\u011b jsem ji vychovala, poslala na studia, obl\u00e9kala ji, krmila \u2013 v\u0161echny sv\u00e9 sny jsem vlo\u017eila do n\u00ed. Milovala jsem ji bezmezn\u011b, ale asi jsem ji a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 rozmazlila."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

O n\u011bkolik let pozd\u011bji jsme m\u011bli svatbu. Ze\u0165\u00e1k byl z m\u011bsta, trochu unaven\u00e9ho vzhledu, ale slu\u0161n\u00fd a opatrn\u00fd. Za\u010dali k n\u00e1m chodit \u010dast\u011bji, a pak navrhli, \u017ee by zat\u00edm mohli bydlet u m\u011b, ne\u017e si najdou podn\u00e1jem. \u0158ekla jsem, \u017ee mi to nevad\u00ed \u2013 v\u017edy\u0165 je to moje dcera, a ze\u0165 je u\u017e taky na\u0161e rodina. Ve\u010dery jsme tr\u00e1vili u \u010daje, d\u00edvali jsme se na filmy, d\u016fm se mi jakoby znovu naplnil \u017eivotem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale brzy p\u0159i\u0161ly chladn\u00e9 pohledy. P\u0159estali mi nosit \u0161\u00e1lek \u010daje, nezhas\u00ednali spor\u00e1k, a drobnosti v dom\u011b jako by pro n\u011b neexistovaly. Ml\u010dela jsem. \u0158\u00edkala jsem si, \u017ee to p\u0159ejde. Ale to ml\u010den\u00ed m\u011b st\u00e1lo v\u00edc, ne\u017e jsem \u010dekala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jednoho ve\u010dera jsem se vr\u00e1tila dom\u016f o hodinu d\u0159\u00edve. Dve\u0159e nebyly zam\u010den\u00e9, vstoupila jsem ti\u0161e. Z kuchyn\u011b se oz\u00fdvaly hlasy:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u2014 J\u00e1 fakt nech\u00e1pu, jak dlouho je\u0161t\u011b m\u00e1ma bude s n\u00e1mi bydlet. Co to jako je, domov d\u016fchodc\u016f?
\u2014 Vydr\u017e je\u0161t\u011b trochu, uvid\u00ed\u0161 \u2013 jednou se zvedne a odejde sama. Je tak sama\u2026 nech ji je\u0161t\u011b trochu b\u00fdt, pochop\u00ed, \u017ee u\u017e sem nepat\u0159\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ta\u0161ka mi vypadla z rukou na zem. Pr\u00e1skla jsem dve\u0159mi. Oba strnuli. Pod\u00edvala jsem se jim do o\u010d\u00ed \u2013 pln\u00fdch chladu a fale\u0161n\u00e9 l\u00e1sky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O t\u00fdden pozd\u011bji jsem si sbalila v\u011bci. Pap\u00edry od bytu jsem vym\u011bnila za mal\u00fd jednopokojov\u00fd byt na okraji m\u011bsta. Sv\u016fj d\u016fm jsem jim nechala \u2013 i s jejich pr\u00e1zdnotou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Te\u010f r\u00e1no vst\u00e1v\u00e1m do ticha \u2013 ale je to moje ticho, nez\u00e1visl\u00e9 na sv\u011bdom\u00ed nikoho jin\u00e9ho. \u010caj si oslad\u00edm, spor\u00e1k zapnu v\u010das. A ka\u017ed\u00fd den si \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m \u2013 n\u011bkdy je lep\u0161\u00ed b\u00fdt s\u00e1m, ne\u017e \u017e\u00edt s lidmi, v nich\u017e srdce u\u017e d\u00e1vno zem\u0159elo.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"O n\u011bkolik let pozd\u011bji jsme m\u011bli svatbu. Ze\u0165\u00e1k byl z m\u011bsta, trochu unaven\u00e9ho vzhledu, ale slu\u0161n\u00fd a opatrn\u00fd. Za\u010dali k n\u00e1m chodit \u010dast\u011bji, \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1281,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1280","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1280","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1280"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1280\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1282,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1280\/revisions\/1282"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1281"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1280"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1280"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1280"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}