{"id":1425,"date":"2025-07-25T19:24:06","date_gmt":"2025-07-25T16:24:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=1425"},"modified":"2025-07-25T19:24:06","modified_gmt":"2025-07-25T16:24:06","slug":"65leta-zena-zila-sama-v-tichu-ale-jednoho-rana-vsechno-zmenil-sepot-za-zaclonami","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=1425","title":{"rendered":"65let\u00e1 \u017eena \u017eila sama v tichu. Ale jednoho r\u00e1na v\u0161echno zm\u011bnil \u0161epot za z\u00e1clonami\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Je mi 65 let. \u017diji sama. Ne proto, \u017ee bych nem\u011bla na v\u00fdb\u011br, ale proto\u017ee jsem si to tak zvolila. Nikdy jsem nem\u011bla d\u011bti. Nikdy jsem po nich netou\u017eila. A nelituji toho. Ticho je m\u016fj spojenec, \u0159\u00e1d m\u00fdm \u00fato\u010di\u0161t\u011bm a svoboda m\u00fdm jedin\u00fdm horizontem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no vst\u00e1v\u00e1m ve stejnou dobu. P\u0159iprav\u00edm si k\u00e1vu a sed\u00e1m si na starou, o\u0161oupanou pohovku. Ohniv\u011b \u010derven\u00e9 z\u00e1clony se jemn\u011b vln\u00ed v rann\u00edm sv\u011btle. Vzduch je klidn\u00fd, a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 klidn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A tehdy \u2014 jsem to usly\u0161ela. Tich\u00fd, m\u011bkk\u00fd \u0161epot:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 \u201eUklidni se\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ztuhla jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nebyla to moje my\u0161lenka, ani fantazie. Byl to hlas, tak jemn\u011b za\u0161eptan\u00fd, jako by to byl dech.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale j\u00e1 jsem p\u0159ece sama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vzpomn\u011bla jsem si, \u017ee to nen\u00ed poprv\u00e9, co se stalo n\u011bco nevysv\u011btliteln\u00e9ho. P\u0159ed p\u00e1r t\u00fddny jsem sly\u0161ela kroky na chodb\u011b. Knihy padaly z polic bez d\u016fvodu. R\u00e1dio se samo zap\u00ednalo. P\u0159i\u010d\u00edtala jsem to st\u00e1\u0159\u00ed a prask\u00e1n\u00ed domu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale tenhle \u0161epot byl jin\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pomalu jsem vstala a p\u0159istoupila k z\u00e1clon\u00e1m. Rozechv\u011bl\u00fdmi prsty jsem je odhrnula a uvid\u011bla n\u011bco, co m\u011b \u0161okovalo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Otisk mal\u00e9 ru\u010dky na skle. Zevnit\u0159. Vlhk\u00fd, tepl\u00fd, \u010derstv\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dotkla jsem se ho. Sklo bylo opravdu tepl\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nikdy jsem nem\u011bla d\u011bti. Nikdo nemohl ten otisk zanechat. M\u016fj domov byl pr\u00e1zdn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve\u010der jsem si sedla a nahlas promluvila:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 \u201eKdo jsi? Co chce\u0161?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u017d\u00e1dn\u00e1 odpov\u011b\u010f, jen slab\u00fd zvuk \u0161kr\u00e1b\u00e1n\u00ed v rohu m\u00edstnosti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pozd\u011bji, ve tm\u011b, jsem znovu usly\u0161ela \u0161epot:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 \u201eJsem tady\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Neb\u00e1la jsem se. Nebyla to p\u0159\u00edtomnost, kter\u00e1 by mi cht\u011bla ubl\u00ed\u017eit. Byla n\u011b\u017en\u00e1, tich\u00e1, bl\u00edzk\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Druh\u00fd den jsem na\u0161la malou d\u0159ev\u011bnou krabi\u010dku za starou sk\u0159\u00edn\u00ed. Nikdy d\u0159\u00edv jsem ji nevid\u011bla. Uvnit\u0159 byl mal\u00fd bronzov\u00fd voj\u00e1\u010dek. Star\u00fd a o\u0161oupan\u00fd, ale\u2026 pov\u011bdom\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vzpomn\u011bla jsem si na sny z let d\u00e1vno minul\u00fdch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zd\u00e1lo se mi o mal\u00e9m chlapci, kter\u00fd st\u00e1l u okna a dr\u017eel p\u0159esn\u011b takov\u00e9ho voj\u00e1\u010dka v ruce. V\u017edycky \u0159\u00edkal:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 \u201eVr\u00e1t\u00edm se. Slibuji.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ty sny jsem zapomn\u011bla. Te\u010f se vr\u00e1tily.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mo\u017en\u00e1 jsem m\u011bla d\u00edt\u011b v jin\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b. Mo\u017en\u00e1 je to du\u0161e spojen\u00e1 se mnou, kter\u00e1 m\u011b hled\u00e1 nap\u0159\u00ed\u010d \u010dasem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Od t\u00e9 doby u\u017e nejsem sama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00e1dio se ob\u010das samo zapne a hraje ukol\u00e9bavky, kter\u00e9 nepozn\u00e1v\u00e1m. N\u011bkdy c\u00edt\u00edm jemn\u00fd dotek na rameni. N\u011bkdy se m\u00edstnost\u00ed line slab\u00e1 v\u016fn\u011b d\u011btstv\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no pokl\u00e1d\u00e1m voj\u00e1\u010dka na okenn\u00ed parapet a sed\u00e1m si s k\u00e1vou, poslouchaj\u00edc klid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u017e nehled\u00e1m dal\u0161\u00ed odpov\u011bdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u00edm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nejsem sama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e slunce pohlad\u00ed z\u00e1clonu, znovu sly\u0161\u00edm ten \u0161epot:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 \u201eUklidni se\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A ty? Jsi si jist\u00fd, \u017ee za tv\u00fdmi z\u00e1clonami je jen v\u00edtr?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Je mi 65 let. \u017diji sama. Ne proto, \u017ee bych nem\u011bla na v\u00fdb\u011br, ale proto\u017ee jsem si to tak zvolila. Nikdy jsem nem\u011bla \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1426,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1425","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1425","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1425"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1425\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1427,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1425\/revisions\/1427"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1426"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1425"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1425"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1425"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}