{"id":2657,"date":"2025-09-25T22:35:40","date_gmt":"2025-09-25T19:35:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=2657"},"modified":"2025-09-25T22:35:40","modified_gmt":"2025-09-25T19:35:40","slug":"65leta-zena-zila-sama-v-tichu-ale-jedno-rano-se-sepot-za-zavesem-zmenil-vsechno","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=2657","title":{"rendered":"65let\u00e1 \u017eena \u017eila sama v tichu. Ale jedno r\u00e1no se \u0161epot za z\u00e1v\u011bsem zm\u011bnil v\u0161echno\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Je mi 65 let. \u017diju sama. Ne proto, \u017ee bych nem\u011bla na v\u00fdb\u011br, ale proto\u017ee jsem si to sama vybrala. Nikdy jsem nem\u011bla d\u011bti. Nikdy jsem nec\u00edtila touhu po nich. A nijak toho nelituji. Ticho je m\u00fdm spojencem, po\u0159\u00e1dek m\u00fdm \u00fato\u010di\u0161t\u011bm a svoboda m\u00fdm jedin\u00fdm obzorem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no vst\u00e1v\u00e1m ve stejnou dobu. Ud\u011bl\u00e1m si k\u00e1vu a sednu na starou o\u0161oupanou pohovku. Ohniv\u011b \u010derven\u00e9 z\u00e1v\u011bsy se jemn\u011b houpaj\u00ed v rann\u00edm sv\u011btle. Vzduch je klidn\u00fd, p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 klidn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A pak \u2014 usly\u0161ela jsem to. Tich\u00fd, m\u011bkk\u00fd \u0161epot:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eUklidni se\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ztuhla jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nebyla to moje my\u0161lenka ani n\u011bjak\u00e1 fantazie. Byl to hlas, tak n\u011b\u017en\u011b za\u0161eptan\u00fd, jako by to byl dech.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale j\u00e1 jsem sama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vzpomn\u011bla jsem si, \u017ee to nen\u00ed poprv\u00e9, co se d\u011bje n\u011bco nevysv\u011btliteln\u00e9ho. P\u0159ed p\u00e1r t\u00fddny jsem poslouchala kroky na chodb\u011b. Knihy padaly z polic bez d\u016fvodu. R\u00e1dio se samo zap\u00ednalo. V\u0161e to jsem p\u0159isuzovala st\u00e1\u0159\u00ed a domu, kter\u00fd vr\u017ee.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale tenhle \u0161epot byl jin\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pomalu jsem vstala a p\u0159istoupila ke z\u00e1v\u011bs\u016fm. S t\u0159esouc\u00edma se rukama jsem je rozhrnula a uvid\u011bla n\u011bco, co m\u011b \u0161okovalo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Otisk mal\u00e9 ruky na skle. Zevnit\u0159. Vlhk\u00fd, tepl\u00fd, \u010derstv\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dotkla jsem se ho. Sklo bylo opravdu tepl\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nikdy jsem nem\u011bla d\u011bti. Nikdo nemohl takov\u00fd otisk zanechat. D\u016fm byl pr\u00e1zdn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve\u010der jsem usedla a promluvila nahlas:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201eKdo jsi? Co chce\u0161?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u017d\u00e1dn\u00e1 odpov\u011b\u010f, jen slab\u00e9 \u0161kr\u00e1b\u00e1n\u00ed v rohu pokoje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pozd\u011bji v temnot\u011b jsem znovu zaslechla \u0161epot:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eJsem tady\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neb\u00e1la jsem se. Nebylo to p\u0159\u00edtomn\u00e9, kter\u00e9 by mi cht\u011blo ubl\u00ed\u017eit. Bylo n\u011b\u017en\u00e9, tich\u00e9, bl\u00edzk\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Druh\u00fd den jsem na\u0161la malou d\u0159ev\u011bnou krabi\u010dku za starou sk\u0159\u00edn\u00ed. Nikdy p\u0159edt\u00edm jsem ji nevid\u011bla. Uvnit\u0159 byl mal\u00fd bronzov\u00fd voj\u00e1\u010dek. Star\u00fd a o\u0161oupan\u00fd, ale\u2026 pov\u011bdom\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vzpomn\u011bla jsem si na sny z minul\u00fdch let.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sn\u00edm o mal\u00e9m chlapci, kter\u00fd stoj\u00ed u okna a dr\u017e\u00ed pr\u00e1v\u011b takov\u00e9ho voj\u00e1\u010dka v ruce. V\u017edycky \u0159\u00edk\u00e1:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eVr\u00e1t\u00edm se. Slibuji.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tyto sny jsem zapomn\u011bla. Te\u010f se vr\u00e1tily.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mo\u017en\u00e1 jsem m\u011bla d\u00edt\u011b v jin\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b. Mo\u017en\u00e1 je to du\u0161e spojen\u00e1 se mnou, kter\u00e1 m\u011b hled\u00e1 nap\u0159\u00ed\u010d \u010dasem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Od t\u00e9 doby nejsem sama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00e1dio se ob\u010das samo zap\u00edn\u00e1 a hraje ukol\u00e9bavky, kter\u00e9 nezn\u00e1m. N\u011bkdy c\u00edt\u00edm n\u011b\u017en\u00e9 dotyky na rameni. N\u011bkdy se vnese slab\u00e1 v\u016fn\u011b d\u011btstv\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no d\u00e1m voj\u00e1\u010dka na okno a sednu si s k\u00e1vou, naslouch\u00e1m tichu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nepot\u0159ebuji v\u00edc odpov\u011bd\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u00edm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nejsem sama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A kdykoli slunce pohlad\u00ed z\u00e1v\u011bs, znovu usly\u0161\u00edm \u0161epot:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eUklidni se\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A ty? Jsi opravdu jist\u00fd, \u017ee za tv\u00fdmi z\u00e1v\u011bsy je jen v\u00edtr?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Je mi 65 let. \u017diju sama. Ne proto, \u017ee bych nem\u011bla na v\u00fdb\u011br, ale proto\u017ee jsem si to sama vybrala. Nikdy jsem nem\u011bla \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2658,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2657","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2657","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2657"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2657\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2659,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2657\/revisions\/2659"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2658"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2657"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2657"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2657"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}