{"id":3176,"date":"2025-10-17T18:00:58","date_gmt":"2025-10-17T15:00:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=3176"},"modified":"2025-10-17T18:00:58","modified_gmt":"2025-10-17T15:00:58","slug":"dost-tvoje-rakovina-me-ma-dost-rekl-manzel-kdyz-mu-jeho-zena-oznamila-ze-ji-zbyva-jen-par-dni-zivota-ale-to-co-se-stalo-potom-byl-pro-nej-skutecny-sok","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=3176","title":{"rendered":"\u201eDost, tvoje rakovina m\u011b m\u00e1 dost,\u201c \u0159ekl man\u017eel, kdy\u017e mu jeho \u017eena ozn\u00e1mila, \u017ee j\u00ed zb\u00fdv\u00e1 jen p\u00e1r dn\u00ed \u017eivota. Ale to, co se stalo potom, byl pro n\u011bj skute\u010dn\u00fd \u0161ok."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

P\u0159\u00e1la si jen jedno. Aby v t\u011bch posledn\u00edch t\u00fddnech nebyla sama. Aby vedle n\u00ed byl ten, kdo j\u00ed kdysi sl\u00edbil, \u017ee ji nikdy neopust\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale kdy\u017e o diagn\u00f3ze \u0159ekla sv\u00e9mu man\u017eelovi, nedostalo se j\u00ed ani objet\u00ed, ani slz, ani ticha, kter\u00e9 by mluvilo za v\u0161e. Jen chladn\u00e1, lhostejn\u00e1 v\u011bta:
\u201eTo znamen\u00e1, \u017ee u\u017e nebude\u0161 moct va\u0159it ani ukl\u00edzet?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Slova, ostr\u00e1 jako n\u016f\u017e, se j\u00ed zabodla do srdce. St\u00e1la tam, ti\u0161e, s pohledem up\u0159en\u00fdm do pr\u00e1zdna. A uvnit\u0159 n\u00ed n\u011bco um\u0159elo je\u0161t\u011b d\u0159\u00edv, ne\u017e nemoc v\u016fbec sta\u010dila ud\u011blat svou pr\u00e1ci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dny se t\u00e1hly pomalu. Z nemocnice ji propustili, proto\u017ee si p\u0159\u00e1la b\u00fdt doma. Cht\u011bla naposledy c\u00edtit v\u016fni vlastn\u00edho pokoje, sly\u0161et tikot hodin, kter\u00e9 spolu s man\u017eelem kdysi kupovali do nov\u00e9ho bytu.
Te\u010f tikaly jen jako p\u0159ipom\u00ednka, \u017ee \u010das ub\u00edh\u00e1 \u2013 a \u017ee jej\u00ed p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed b\u00fdt milov\u00e1na z\u016fstalo nenapln\u011bn\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man\u017eel p\u0159ich\u00e1zel do pokoje jen ob\u010das. V\u011bt\u0161inou se ptal, jestli pot\u0159ebuje n\u011bco z obchodu, nebo kolik bude st\u00e1t dal\u0161\u00ed l\u00e9k. \u017d\u00e1dn\u00e9 doteky, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 \u201ejak se c\u00edt\u00ed\u0161\u201c. Jen povinnost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sest\u0159i\u010dka, kter\u00e1 o ni pe\u010dovala, se stala jej\u00edm jedin\u00fdm \u010dlov\u011bkem, se kter\u00fdm mohla mluvit. Byla to mlad\u00e1 \u017eena s laskav\u00fdm hlasem a trp\u011blivost\u00ed, kterou jej\u00ed mu\u017e d\u00e1vno ztratil. \u010casto j\u00ed \u0159\u00edkala:
\u201eNebojte se, jste siln\u00e1. I kdyby v\u00e1m zb\u00fdval jen den, \u017eijte ho pro sebe.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jednoho r\u00e1na \u2013 slab\u00e1, unaven\u00e1, t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 neschopn\u00e1 vst\u00e1t \u2013 ho zavolala k sob\u011b.
\u201ePros\u00edm,\u201c za\u0161eptala, \u201ez\u016fsta\u0148 dnes se mnou. L\u00e9ka\u0159i \u0159\u00edkali, \u017ee\u2026 \u017ee u\u017e to m\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt brzy.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

On jen povzdechl a bez jedin\u00e9ho pohledu odpov\u011bd\u011bl:
\u201eU\u017e m\u011b to unavuje. Tvoje rakovina m\u011b m\u00e1 dost. Ka\u017ed\u00fd den to sam\u00e9. Rakovina sem, rakovina tam. J\u00e1 chci \u017e\u00edt d\u00e1l. U\u017e toho m\u00e1m dost.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A ode\u0161el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ten zvuk \u2013 tich\u00e9 zaklapnut\u00ed dve\u0159\u00ed \u2013 byl posledn\u00edm, co v ten den sly\u0161ela.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odpoledne, kdy\u017e se vr\u00e1til dom\u016f, na\u0161el byt zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u011b tich\u00fd. \u017d\u00e1dn\u00fd dech, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd \u0161elest. Otev\u0159el dve\u0159e do lo\u017enice a z\u016fstal st\u00e1t. Na no\u010dn\u00edm stolku le\u017eel dopis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0159\u00e1sly se mu ruce, kdy\u017e ho rozbalil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eNem\u011bj strach, nezlob\u00edm se.
V\u00edm, \u017ee jsi to nezvl\u00e1dl. Lid\u00e9 se boj\u00ed smrti, i kdy\u017e nen\u00ed jejich.
D\u011bkuji ti za chv\u00edle, kdy jsi byl jin\u00fd.
Neboj se m\u011b hledat \u2013 j\u00e1 u\u017e t\u011b nehled\u00e1m.
Ale jednou, a\u017e bude\u0161 st\u00e1t s\u00e1m v pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9m byt\u011b a bude ti ticho p\u0159ipadat t\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e bolest, mo\u017en\u00e1 si vzpomene\u0161, \u017ee jsem t\u011b milovala a\u017e do konce.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pod dopisem le\u017eela jej\u00ed ruka \u2013 klidn\u00e1, nehybn\u00e1. Usnula. Nav\u017edy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Man\u017eel tam st\u00e1l dlouho. Nemohl d\u00fdchat. Najednou se mu vybavily v\u0161echny ty chv\u00edle, kdy mohl \u0159\u00edct jedin\u00e9 \u201emiluju t\u011b\u201c, ale m\u00edsto toho zvolil ml\u010den\u00ed. V\u0161echna ta slova, kter\u00e1 nikdy ne\u0159ekl, mu te\u010f hu\u010dela v hlav\u011b jako ozv\u011bna pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9ho pokoje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A pak si v\u0161iml n\u011b\u010deho. Na parapetu st\u00e1la mal\u00e1 kv\u011btina \u2013 jejich obl\u00edben\u00e1 orchidej. Byla zalit\u00e1, \u010derstv\u011b upraven\u00e1. Vedle n\u00ed le\u017eel jej\u00ed prsten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bylo z\u0159ejm\u00e9, \u017ee na n\u011bj \u010dekala a\u017e do posledn\u00ed chv\u00edle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Od t\u00e9 doby pr\u00fd ka\u017ed\u00fd, kdo se nast\u011bhuje do jejich b\u00fdval\u00e9ho bytu, tvrd\u00ed, \u017ee v noci z lo\u017enice sly\u0161\u00ed \u017eensk\u00fd hlas, jak ti\u0161e \u0161ept\u00e1:
\u201eNeboj se\u2026 j\u00e1 ti odpou\u0161t\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"P\u0159\u00e1la si jen jedno. Aby v t\u011bch posledn\u00edch t\u00fddnech nebyla sama. Aby vedle n\u00ed byl ten, kdo j\u00ed kdysi sl\u00edbil, \u017ee ji nikdy \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3177,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3176","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3176","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3176"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3176\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3178,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3176\/revisions\/3178"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3177"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3176"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3176"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3176"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}