{"id":3212,"date":"2025-10-19T10:01:47","date_gmt":"2025-10-19T07:01:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=3212"},"modified":"2025-10-19T10:01:47","modified_gmt":"2025-10-19T07:01:47","slug":"moje-tehotna-zena-byla-obklopena-vezni-s-divokyma-ocima-byl-jsem-jen-metr-daleko-ale-nemohl-jsem-nic-udelat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=3212","title":{"rendered":"Moje t\u011bhotn\u00e1 \u017eena byla obklopena v\u011bzni s divok\u00fdma o\u010dima\u2026 Byl jsem jen metr daleko, ale nemohl jsem nic ud\u011blat.\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Ve v\u011bzen\u00ed s p\u0159\u00edsn\u00fdm re\u017eimem se \u017eivot \u0159\u00edd\u00ed sv\u00fdmi, krut\u00fdmi a brut\u00e1ln\u00edmi pravidly. Ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no tam za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 v\u00fdk\u0159ikem dozorce a ka\u017ed\u00e1 noc kon\u010d\u00ed strachem v mysl\u00edch a snem, kter\u00fd z\u0159\u00eddka p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161\u00ed klid. \u010clov\u011bk se tam u\u010d\u00ed ml\u010det, pozorovat, po\u010d\u00edtat, v\u011bd\u011bt, komu m\u016f\u017ee v\u011b\u0159it a p\u0159ed k\u00fdm se m\u00e1 chr\u00e1nit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A v tomto sv\u011bt\u011b jsem se ocitl i j\u00e1. Ne kv\u016fli kr\u00e1de\u017ei, ne kv\u016fli vra\u017ed\u011b, ale kv\u016fli rva\u010dce, ve kter\u00e9 jsem br\u00e1nil \u010dest nejbli\u017e\u0161\u00ed osoby. Soud rozhodl \u2013 sedm let v\u011bzen\u00ed. Venku z\u016fstala moje \u017eena, Ana. Byla t\u011bhotn\u00e1 t\u0159i m\u011bs\u00edce. V\u011bd\u011bli jsme, \u017ee to bude chlapec. Cht\u011bli jsme ho pok\u0159t\u00edt jako Nikola.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana mi psala ka\u017ed\u00fd t\u00fdden. Pap\u00edr s jej\u00edm rukopisem, v\u016fn\u011b domova, slova, kter\u00e1 m\u011b dr\u017eela na\u017eivu. Ka\u017ed\u00e1 jej\u00ed v\u011bta mi d\u00e1vala s\u00edlu. V\u011bd\u011bl jsem, \u017ee bojuje sama \u2013 bez rodi\u010d\u016f v bl\u00edzkosti, bez p\u0159\u00e1tel, kte\u0159\u00ed by skute\u010dn\u011b byli tady. Jen ona a na\u0161e nenarozen\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Po n\u011bkolika m\u011bs\u00edc\u00edch se rozhodla p\u0159ij\u00edt na n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvu. Pro\u0161la poni\u017euj\u00edc\u00edmi kontrolami, v\u00fdslechem, \u010dek\u00e1n\u00edm. Ale p\u0159i\u0161la. Hezky oble\u010den\u00e1, s t\u0159pytem v o\u010d\u00edch, s b\u0159\u00ed\u0161kem, kter\u00e9 u\u017e prozrazovalo tajemstv\u00ed. Jej\u00ed ruka se chv\u011bla, kdy\u017e jsme se dotkli skla. Sm\u00e1la se, ale o\u010di m\u011bla vlhk\u00e9. Mluvila ti\u0161e, jako by se b\u00e1la, \u017ee ji n\u011bkdo p\u0159iprav\u00ed o t\u011bch p\u00e1r minut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0159i odchodu ji doprov\u00e1zeli dva dozorce chodbou zp\u011bt k v\u00fdchodu. Tehdy potkali n\u011bkolik v\u011bz\u0148\u016f, pr\u00e1v\u011b vych\u00e1zej\u00edc\u00edch z d\u00edlny. Byli vyhladov\u011bl\u00ed po letech bez \u017eensk\u00e9 spole\u010dnosti. N\u011bkdo se zasm\u00e1l, jin\u00fd vydal vulg\u00e1rn\u00ed koment\u00e1\u0159. Jeden p\u0159i\u0161el p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 bl\u00edzko. \u0158\u00edkali mu Ple\u0161oun. Ve v\u011bzen\u00ed ho v\u0161ichni znali. A b\u00e1li se ho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201ePod\u00edvej se na tu malou s t\u011bhotn\u00fdm b\u0159\u00ed\u0161kem\u2026\u201c \u0159ekl s pohledem pln\u00fdm zv\u00ed\u0159ec\u00ed touhy. \u201ePoj\u010fme se trochu pobavit\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u010cas jako by se zastavil. V t\u00e9 chv\u00edli byla bezmocn\u00e1, v sv\u011bt\u011b, kde mor\u00e1lka z\u0159\u00eddka p\u0159e\u017e\u00edv\u00e1. Dozorce byli nezainteresovan\u00ed. Byla jen ticho a nejistota.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale stalo se n\u011bco, co nikdo ne\u010dekal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z t\u00e9 skupiny vystoupil jeden, kter\u00e9ho v\u0161ichni naz\u00fdvali Profesor. Byl tich\u00fd, uzav\u0159en\u00fd, star\u00fd v\u011bze\u0148 s o\u010dima, kter\u00e9 vid\u011bly v\u0161echno. B\u00fdval\u00fd univerzitn\u00ed profesor filozofie, odsouzen\u00fd za vra\u017edu v afektu. Nikdy nehledal probl\u00e9my, ale kdy\u017e \u0161lo o nespravedlnost, ml\u010del jen m\u00e1lokdy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eUstup, Ple\u0161oune,\u201c \u0159ekl klidn\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cel\u00e1 chodba ztichla. Nikdo se neodv\u00e1\u017eil postavit se Ple\u0161ounovi. Ale on te\u010f \u010delil pohledu, kter\u00fd neuh\u00fdbal. Pohled \u010dlov\u011bka, kter\u00fd nem\u00e1 co ztratit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eCo jsi ty, filozof?\u201c zavr\u010del Ple\u0161oun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale nep\u0159istoupil bl\u00ed\u017e. Jen st\u00e1l. A v\u011bd\u011bl \u2013 kdy\u017e se pohne, neskon\u010d\u00ed to dob\u0159e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V ten moment p\u0159i\u0161el i dozorce, vzal Anu a bez jedin\u00e9 v\u011bty ji vedl pry\u010d. Profesor se jen oto\u010dil a vr\u00e1til se zp\u011bt ke sv\u00e9 skupin\u011b. Nikdo se na nic neptal. Nikdo nepromluvil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00e9 noci jsem nespal. V mysli se mi st\u00e1le znovu a znovu to\u010dila ta sc\u00e9na. Pomyslel jsem si, co se mohlo st\u00e1t, a to m\u011b paralyzovalo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Po n\u011bkolika dnech jsem \u0161el za Profesorem. Nezal\u00edbil jsem se mu, jen jsem sedl. A za\u010dali jsme mluvit. O spravedlnosti. O ctnosti. O tom, jak m\u016f\u017ee \u010dlov\u011bk z\u016fstat \u010dlov\u011bkem, i kdy\u017e je obklopen zv\u00ed\u0159aty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana porodila po n\u011bkolika m\u011bs\u00edc\u00edch. Nikola. Zdrav\u00fd chlapec, s jej\u00edmi o\u010dima. Poprv\u00e9 jsem ho vid\u011bl po roce, kdy\u017e jsem dostal povolen\u00ed na kr\u00e1tkou n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u016fl roku p\u0159ed t\u00edm, ne\u017e jsem m\u011bl vyj\u00edt, Profesor zem\u0159el. Srde\u010dn\u00ed z\u00e1chvat. Ti\u0161e, bez povyku. Ode\u0161el, jak \u017eil \u2013 d\u016fstojn\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Po propu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed jsem prvn\u011b \u0161el na jeho hrob. P\u0159inesl jsem desku s jednoduch\u00fdm n\u00e1pisem: \u201eZ\u016fstal \u010dlov\u011bkem.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mo\u017en\u00e1 tato p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh nebude sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed zpr\u00e1v. Nen\u00ed v n\u011bm \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd senzacionalismus, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd hrdinstv\u00ed v klasick\u00e9m smyslu. Ale pro m\u011b je to p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh o skute\u010dn\u00e9 odvaze. O tom, \u017ee n\u011bkdy sta\u010d\u00ed, kdy\u017e jeden \u010dlov\u011bk \u0159ekne \u201ene\u201c \u2013 a zastav\u00ed temnotu, aby nezv\u00edt\u011bzila.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Ve v\u011bzen\u00ed s p\u0159\u00edsn\u00fdm re\u017eimem se \u017eivot \u0159\u00edd\u00ed sv\u00fdmi, krut\u00fdmi a brut\u00e1ln\u00edmi pravidly. Ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no tam za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 v\u00fdk\u0159ikem dozorce a ka\u017ed\u00e1 noc kon\u010d\u00ed \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3213,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3212","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3212","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3212"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3212\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3214,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3212\/revisions\/3214"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3213"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3212"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3212"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3212"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}