{"id":3876,"date":"2025-11-23T22:36:36","date_gmt":"2025-11-23T19:36:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=3876"},"modified":"2025-11-23T22:36:36","modified_gmt":"2025-11-23T19:36:36","slug":"nikdy-jsem-se-nestydela-za-sve-telo-ano-je-mi-uz-sedesat-nejsem-zadna-modelka-z-obalky-casopisu-a-moje-postava-je-daleko-od-idealu-ale-vzdy-jsem-se-prijimala-takova-jaka-jsem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=3876","title":{"rendered":"Nikdy jsem se nestyd\u011bla za sv\u00e9 t\u011blo. Ano, je mi u\u017e \u0161edes\u00e1t, nejsem \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e1 modelka z ob\u00e1lky \u010dasopisu a moje postava je daleko od ide\u00e1lu \u2014 ale v\u017edy jsem se p\u0159ij\u00edmala takov\u00e1, jak\u00e1 jsem."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

M\u00e1m vr\u00e1sky, m\u011bkk\u00e9 b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ko a boky, kter\u00e9 b\u00fdvaly mou p\u00fdchou, a dnes jen p\u0159ipom\u00ednaj\u00ed l\u00e9ta \u017eivota. Ale v\u0161echno toto je sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed m\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhu, m\u00e9ho \u017eivota. A m\u016fj man\u017eel v\u017edy \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee jsem kr\u00e1sn\u00e1. I po t\u0159iceti p\u011bti letech man\u017eelstv\u00ed m\u011b dok\u00e1\u017ee obejmout a pod\u00edvat se na m\u011b tak, jako bychom se pr\u00e1v\u011b sezn\u00e1mili.Ale ned\u00e1vno se v\u0161echno zm\u011bnilo. Poprv\u00e9 v \u017eivot\u011b jsem za\u010dala m\u00edt pocit studu sama k sob\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0161echno za\u010dalo zd\u00e1nliv\u011b nevinnou fotografi\u00ed. S man\u017eelem jsme jeli na dovolenou k mo\u0159i \u2014 vz\u00e1cn\u00e1 p\u0159\u00edle\u017eitost uniknout ka\u017edodenn\u00ed rutin\u011b. St\u00e1li jsme na pl\u00e1\u017ei v plavk\u00e1ch, on m\u011b obj\u00edmal kolem pasu a j\u00e1 se usm\u00edvala. Cht\u011bla jsem si tento okam\u017eik uchovat a sd\u00edlet ho na soci\u00e1ln\u00edch s\u00edt\u00edch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u011bd\u011bla jsem, \u017ee plavky zd\u016fraz\u0148uj\u00ed m\u00e9 nedostatky. Ale, sakra, to p\u0159ece nen\u00ed d\u016fvod se skr\u00fdvat!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Za p\u00e1r hodin za\u010daly p\u0159ich\u00e1zet lajky a mil\u00e9 koment\u00e1\u0159e: \u201eKr\u00e1sn\u00fd p\u00e1r!\u201c, \u201eJak \u00fa\u017easn\u00e9, \u017ee jste spolu tolik let!\u201c Usm\u00edvala jsem se, dokud jsem nevid\u011bla koment\u00e1\u0159\u2026 od sv\u00e9 vlastn\u00ed dcery.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eMami, v tv\u00e9m v\u011bku se takhle nenos\u00ed. A rozhodn\u011b bys nem\u011bla ukazovat sv\u00e9 boky. Rad\u011bji tu fotku sma\u017e,\u201c napsala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ztuhla jsem. Jako by mi n\u011bkdo vylil na hlavu k\u00fdbl ledov\u00e9 vody.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

To nebyla legrace. Myslela to v\u00e1\u017en\u011b. M\u00e9 srdce se sev\u0159elo. J\u00e1 jsem tu hol\u010di\u010dku porodila, nespala s n\u00ed noci, kojila jsem ji, vedla do \u0161koly, pom\u00e1hala s univerzitou\u2026 a te\u010f mi p\u00ed\u0161e n\u011bco tak zra\u0148uj\u00edc\u00edho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tehdy jsem to nevydr\u017eela a ud\u011blala n\u011bco, \u010deho dnes nelituji. Musela jsem se znovu nau\u010dit p\u0159ij\u00edmat a milovat sama sebe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzav\u0159ela jsem o\u010di, zhluboka se nadechla a rozhodla se. Rozhodnut\u00ed, kter\u00e9 by \u0161okovalo ka\u017ed\u00e9ho, kdo m\u011b zn\u00e1 cel\u00fd \u017eivot. Fotku jsem smazala \u2014 ale ne proto, abych ustoupila dce\u0159i. Ne. Smazala jsem ji, abych j\u00ed uk\u00e1zala lekci. Abych j\u00ed uk\u00e1zala, \u017ee slova mohou bolet, ale s\u00edla \u017eeny se nem\u011b\u0159\u00ed n\u00e1zorem n\u011bkoho jin\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Druh\u00fd den jsem napsala dce\u0159i dopis. Ne na\u0161tvan\u00fd, ne obvi\u0148uj\u00edc\u00ed, ale up\u0159\u00edmn\u00fd. Otev\u0159ela jsem j\u00ed svou du\u0161i: \u201eNapsala jsi, \u017ee m\u00e1m boky, a cht\u011bla jsi, abych se c\u00edtila \u0161patn\u011b. Ale v\u00ed\u0161 co? Tyto boky nesou v\u0161echny m\u00e9 roky \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, m\u00e9 porody, m\u00e9 t\u011b\u017ekosti a m\u00e9 v\u00edt\u011bzstv\u00ed. Ka\u017ed\u00e1 vr\u00e1ska je stopou l\u00e1sky, ne selh\u00e1n\u00ed. A nenech\u00e1m t\u011b ur\u010dovat mou kr\u00e1su. Jsem \u017eena a \u017eiji podle sebe.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dopis jsem neodeslala hned. Dala jsem si \u010das poc\u00edtit svou s\u00edlu. A kdy\u017e jsem ho nakonec odeslala \u2014 pro\u017eila jsem v t\u011ble vlna vzru\u0161en\u00ed a osvobozen\u00ed. Bylo to akt odporu, v\u00fdk\u0159ik du\u0161e, kter\u00fd musel b\u00fdt sly\u0161en.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dcera odpov\u011bd\u011bla. Nejprve chladn\u011b, sarkasticky. Ale po p\u00e1r dnech se jej\u00ed t\u00f3n zm\u011bnil. Napsala: \u201eMami, ne\u010dekala jsem, \u017ee m\u011b to tolik zas\u00e1hne\u2026 Je mi l\u00edto.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tehdy jsem pochopila: lekce byla nau\u010dena, ale nejen j\u00ed \u2014 i mnou. Nau\u010dila jsem se znovu p\u0159ijmout sama sebe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Od t\u00e9 doby d\u011bl\u00e1m v\u011bci, do kter\u00fdch jsem se p\u0159edt\u00edm nikdy neodv\u00e1\u017eila: znovu se koup\u00e1m v mo\u0159i v plavk\u00e1ch, hrd\u011b chod\u00edm po pl\u00e1\u017ei, fot\u00edm se \u2014 tentokr\u00e1t ne pro soci\u00e1ln\u00ed s\u00edt\u011b, ale pro sebe. Ka\u017ed\u00fd pohled, ka\u017ed\u00fd koment\u00e1\u0159 potvrzuje, \u017ee v\u011bk nen\u00ed rozsudek, ale svoboda. Svoboda b\u00fdt sama sebou, milovat se a uk\u00e1zat to sv\u011btu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pochopila jsem, \u017ee nejhor\u0161\u00ed je nechat strach z ciz\u00edho n\u00e1zoru ovl\u00e1dat tv\u016fj \u017eivot. Pro\u017eila jsem \u0161ok, bolest, hn\u011bv a stud \u2014 a vy\u0161la z toho siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. U\u017e neskr\u00fdv\u00e1m sv\u00e9 vr\u00e1sky, sv\u00e9 boky, sv\u00e9 \u201enedostatky\u201c. P\u0159ij\u00edm\u00e1m je jako sou\u010d\u00e1st sebe, jako sou\u010d\u00e1st sv\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dcera vid\u011bla, \u017ee \u017eena m\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt siln\u00e1, kr\u00e1sn\u00e1 a milovan\u00e1 v ka\u017ed\u00e9m v\u011bku. A v\u00edm, \u017ee tato lekce z\u016fstane s n\u00ed nav\u017edy. Ale hlavn\u00ed je, \u017ee jsem se sama nau\u010dila nejd\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed lekci: nikdy nedovolit nikomu, aby ur\u010dil tvou hodnotu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e se te\u010f d\u00edv\u00e1m do zrcadla, nevid\u00edm st\u00e1\u0159\u00ed ani vr\u00e1sky. Vid\u00edm \u017eivot, kter\u00fd jsem pro\u017eila d\u016fstojn\u011b, vid\u00edm l\u00e1sku, kterou d\u00e1v\u00e1m a p\u0159ij\u00edm\u00e1m, vid\u00edm \u017eenu, kter\u00e1 se neboj\u00ed b\u00fdt sama sebou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A v\u00edte co? P\u0159ed n\u00e1mi je je\u0161t\u011b tolik mo\u0159\u00ed, tolik slune\u010dn\u00fdch dn\u016f a tolik okam\u017eik\u016f, kdy si mohu \u0159\u00edct: \u201eAno, jsem kr\u00e1sn\u00e1. Ano, zaslou\u017e\u00edm si to. Ano, zvl\u00e1dnu v\u0161echno.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u017e se nestyd\u00edm. U\u017e se neboj\u00edm. A nikdy nedovol\u00edm, aby mi n\u011bkdo ubl\u00ed\u017eil sv\u00fdmi slovy znovu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"M\u00e1m vr\u00e1sky, m\u011bkk\u00e9 b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ko a boky, kter\u00e9 b\u00fdvaly mou p\u00fdchou, a dnes jen p\u0159ipom\u00ednaj\u00ed l\u00e9ta \u017eivota. Ale v\u0161echno toto je sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed m\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhu, \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3877,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3876","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3876","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3876"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3876\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3878,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3876\/revisions\/3878"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3877"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3876"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3876"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3876"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}