{"id":4357,"date":"2025-12-19T20:41:57","date_gmt":"2025-12-19T17:41:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=4357"},"modified":"2025-12-19T20:41:57","modified_gmt":"2025-12-19T17:41:57","slug":"31-prosince-mi-syn-dal-mop-se-slovy-abys-nezapomnela-kde-mas-misto-hoste-se-zasmali-ale-po-pulnoci-jsem-oznamila-neco-ceho-hluboce-litovali","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=4357","title":{"rendered":"31. prosince mi syn dal mop se slovy: \u201eAbys nezapomn\u011bla, kde m\u00e1\u0161 m\u00edsto.\u201c Host\u00e9 se zasm\u00e1li, ale po p\u016flnoci jsem ozn\u00e1mila n\u011bco, \u010deho hluboce litovali"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

D\u016fm byl p\u0159ipraven s p\u00e9\u010d\u00ed, jakou dok\u00e1\u017ee vytvo\u0159it jen zvyk. Ka\u017ed\u00fd povrch byl \u010dist\u00fd, ka\u017ed\u00fd tal\u00ed\u0159 na sv\u00e9m m\u00edst\u011b, ka\u017ed\u00e1 \u017eidle srovnan\u00e1 p\u0159esn\u011b tak, jak tam byla po l\u00e9ta. Venku se zima tiskla k okn\u016fm a pokr\u00fdvala sklo bled\u00fdmi kv\u011bty ledu. Uvnit\u0159 byl vzduch tepl\u00fd a t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd zn\u00e1m\u00fdmi v\u016fn\u011bmi \u2013 pe\u010den\u00e9 maso, pe\u010den\u00e9 t\u011bsto, star\u00e9 d\u0159evo a vzpom\u00ednky, kter\u00e9 se usadily ve zdech d\u00e1vno p\u0159edt\u00edm, ne\u017e si n\u011bkdo myslel, \u017ee se jich zept\u00e1.Pomalu se pohybovala kuchyn\u00ed, ne proto, \u017ee by byla slab\u00e1, ale proto, \u017ee se nau\u010dila, \u017ee sp\u011bch nic ne\u0159e\u0161\u00ed. V osmdes\u00e1ti dvou letech ji u\u017e \u010das nehnal vp\u0159ed. \u010cekal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Host\u00e9 brzy doraz\u00ed. V\u017edycky dorazili. D\u011bti, vnou\u010data, p\u0159\u00edbuzn\u00ed po krvi i z pohodl\u00ed. P\u0159ich\u00e1zeli ka\u017ed\u00fd rok, napl\u0148ovali d\u016fm hlukem a o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00edm, nesli lahve v\u00edna a n\u00e1zory a p\u0159edpokl\u00e1dali, \u017ee ve\u010der se bude odv\u00edjet p\u0159esn\u011b tak, jak v\u017edycky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A po cel\u00e1 desetilet\u00ed to tak bylo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Va\u0159ila. Obsluhovala. Ukl\u00edzela. Usm\u00edvala se ve spr\u00e1vn\u00fdch chv\u00edl\u00edch. Ustupovala stranou, kdy\u017e lid\u00e9 proch\u00e1zeli dve\u0159mi, kter\u00e9 sama postavila. Nau\u010dila se, kde se od n\u00ed o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1, \u017ee bude st\u00e1t a kde ne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dne\u0161n\u00ed noc nebyla jin\u00e1. Nebo si to alespo\u0148 mysleli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Auta p\u0159ij\u00ed\u017ed\u011bla rychle za sebou. Dve\u0159e se bouchaly. Sm\u00edch propukl chladem jako oh\u0148ostroj. D\u016fm se rychle plnil, kab\u00e1ty odhazovaly stranou, hlasy se p\u0159ekr\u00fdvaly, boty se otiskovaly v b\u0159e\u010dce, kterou pozd\u011bji set\u0159ela. Nikdo si nev\u0161iml, jak se zastavila na chodb\u011b. Nikdo si nev\u0161iml, jak je pozorovala, jak se usazuj\u00ed, u\u017e doma v prostoru, kter\u00fd ti\u0161e p\u0159estal b\u00fdt sd\u00edlen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve\u010de\u0159e prob\u011bhla jako v\u017edy. Tal\u00ed\u0159e se plnily. Sklenice cinkaly. Rozhovory plynuly nad jej\u00ed hlavou, kolem ramen, p\u0159es st\u016fl, kde sed\u011bla trochu stranou a sp\u00ed\u0161e poslouchala, ne\u017e mluvila. Kdy\u017e promluvila, jej\u00ed slova byla zdvo\u0159il\u00e1, stru\u010dn\u00e1, snadno se dala p\u0159ehl\u00e9dnout.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V ur\u010dit\u00e9m okam\u017eiku se n\u011bkdo rozhodl, \u017ee je \u010das na vtipy. D\u00e1rky byly vyneseny, rychle a nedbale zabaleny. Sm\u00edch zes\u00edlil a zes\u00edlil. Jeden z nich j\u00ed podal dlouh\u00fd bal\u00ed\u010dek a \u010dekal, u\u017e se usm\u00edval a o\u010dek\u00e1val souhlas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uvnit\u0159 bylo n\u011bco praktick\u00e9ho. N\u011bco symbolick\u00e9ho. N\u011bco, co zredukovalo roky p\u00e9\u010de na jedin\u00e9, nedbal\u00e9 gesto.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00edstnost se zasm\u00e1la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Nezasm\u00e1la se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jemn\u011b polo\u017eila p\u0159edm\u011bt vedle \u017eidle a zalo\u017eila si ruce. Neh\u00e1dala se. Nebr\u00e1nila se. U\u017e d\u00e1vno se nau\u010dila, \u017ee vysv\u011btlovat se lidem, kte\u0159\u00ed neposlouchaj\u00ed, je formou vy\u010derp\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u016flnoc p\u0159ich\u00e1zela a odch\u00e1zela v hluku a pohybu. Padaly p\u0159\u00edpitky. Sliby do nov\u00e9ho roku byly prohla\u0161ov\u00e1ny s jistotou, kter\u00e1 nevy\u017eadovala \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 d\u016fkazy. N\u011bkdo zes\u00edlil hudbu. N\u011bkdo rozlil drink.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u010cekala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e kone\u010dn\u011b nastal ten okam\u017eik, byl t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nepost\u0159ehnuteln\u00fd. Mal\u00e1 mezera ve zvuku. Pauza mezi sm\u00edchem a hudbou. Postavila se, ne hlasit\u011b, ne dramaticky, ale s klidem, kter\u00fd si vy\u017eadoval pozornost pr\u00e1v\u011b proto, \u017ee si ji ne\u017e\u00e1dal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eR\u00e1da bych n\u011bco \u0159ekla,\u201c \u0159ekla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jeden po druh\u00e9m se ot\u00e1\u010deli. \u00dasm\u011bvy se v nich zdr\u017eovaly, te\u010f nejist\u00e9. Nezv\u00fd\u0161ila hlas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eTento d\u016fm,\u201c pokra\u010dovala, \u201ebyl m\u00fdm \u017eivotem. Postavila jsem ho. Udr\u017eovala jsem ho. Naplnila jsem ho j\u00eddlem, teplem, prostorem pro v\u00e1s v\u0161echny. Ud\u011blala jsem to dobrovoln\u011b. \u0160\u0165astn\u011b. Po dlouhou dobu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odml\u010dela se, ne pro efekt, ale proto, \u017ee pravda by m\u011bla dostat prostor k nadechnut\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eDnes jsem ho prodala.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Okam\u017eit\u011b se rozhostilo ticho, t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 a nezn\u00e1m\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201ePap\u00edry jsou podeps\u00e1ny. Kl\u00ed\u010de se z\u00edtra p\u0159edaj\u00ed. St\u011bhuji se do men\u0161\u00edho bytu. Takov\u00e9ho, kter\u00fd vyhovuje \u017eivotu, kter\u00fd m\u00e1m te\u010f, ne tomu, kter\u00fd ode m\u011b ostatn\u00ed o\u010dek\u00e1vaj\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vybuchly ot\u00e1zky. Zmatek. N\u00e1mitky. Objevily se domn\u011bnky \u2013 o d\u011bdictv\u00ed, o tradici, o tom, co a komu dlu\u017eila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Poslouchala bez p\u0159eru\u0161en\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pak znovu promluvila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eNeodch\u00e1z\u00edm z hn\u011bvu. Odch\u00e1z\u00edm z jasnosti. Te\u010f ch\u00e1pu, \u017ee b\u00fdt u\u017eite\u010dn\u00fd nen\u00ed tot\u00e9\u017e co b\u00fdt cen\u011bn. A kone\u010dn\u011b se rozhoduji v\u00e1\u017eit si sama sebe.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nikdo se nezasm\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pod\u011bkovala jim, \u017ee p\u0159i\u0161li. Pop\u0159\u00e1la jim v\u0161e nejlep\u0161\u00ed. Vzala si kab\u00e1t a pro\u0161la chodbou, kterou znala nazpam\u011b\u0165, kolem m\u00edstnost\u00ed pln\u00fdch ozv\u011bn pr\u00e1ce, kter\u00e1 od n\u00ed u\u017e nebude pot\u0159eba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Za n\u00ed se oslava zhroutila do ohromen\u00e9ho ticha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Venku d\u00e1l padal sn\u00edh, lhostejn\u00fd a \u010dist\u00fd, bez omluvy zakr\u00fdval star\u00e9 stopy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vstoupila do noci leh\u010d\u00ed ne\u017e za posledn\u00ed roky, nenesla nic, co by si nevybrala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Poprv\u00e9 budoucnost nepat\u0159ila o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pat\u0159\u00edvala j\u00ed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"D\u016fm byl p\u0159ipraven s p\u00e9\u010d\u00ed, jakou dok\u00e1\u017ee vytvo\u0159it jen zvyk. Ka\u017ed\u00fd povrch byl \u010dist\u00fd, ka\u017ed\u00fd tal\u00ed\u0159 na sv\u00e9m m\u00edst\u011b, ka\u017ed\u00e1 \u017eidle srovnan\u00e1 p\u0159esn\u011b \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4358,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4357","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4357","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4357"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4357\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4359,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4357\/revisions\/4359"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4358"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4357"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4357"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4357"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}