{"id":5497,"date":"2026-01-30T20:49:27","date_gmt":"2026-01-30T17:49:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=5497"},"modified":"2026-01-30T20:49:27","modified_gmt":"2026-01-30T17:49:27","slug":"pet-dni-pote-co-nam-bylo-vytrzeno-neco-nenapravitelneho-a-na-parkovisti-stal-muz-ktereho-jsme-tam-nemeli-videt-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=5497","title":{"rendered":"P\u011bt dn\u00ed pot\u00e9, co n\u00e1m bylo vytr\u017eeno n\u011bco nenapraviteln\u00e9ho\u2026 a na parkovi\u0161ti st\u00e1l mu\u017e, kter\u00e9ho jsme tam nem\u011bli vid\u011bt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

P\u011bt dn\u00ed pot\u00e9, co n\u00e1m bylo vytr\u017eeno n\u011bco nenapraviteln\u00e9ho \u2013 p\u011bt dn\u00ed pot\u00e9, co opil\u00fd \u0159idi\u010d vzal \u017eivot na\u0161\u00ed sedmilet\u00e9 Emm\u011b \u2013 jsme se shrom\u00e1\u017edili, abychom se rozlou\u010dili.Kostel byl pln\u00fd. Rodi\u010de, p\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9, u\u010ditel\u00e9, spolu\u017e\u00e1ci. V\u0161ichni sev\u0159en\u00ed v jednom prostoru, p\u0159et\u00ed\u017een\u00ed tichem a pl\u00e1\u010dem. Uprost\u0159ed st\u00e1la mal\u00e1 b\u00edl\u00e1 rakev, jemn\u011b pokryt\u00e1 r\u016f\u017eov\u00fdmi kv\u011bty. Jej\u00ed obl\u00edben\u00e1 barva. Bylo krut\u00e9, jak si \u010dlov\u011bk dok\u00e1zal zapamatovat takov\u00e9 detaily, zat\u00edmco zbytek sv\u011bta se rozpadal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Moje \u017eena Sarah se dr\u017eela m\u00e9 pa\u017ee tak pevn\u011b, a\u017e m\u011b bolela ruka. T\u0159\u00e1sla se. Nedok\u00e1zala st\u00e1t sama. Modlitby, proslovy, tlumen\u00e9 vzlyky se m\u00edsily v beztvarou mlhu, ve kter\u00e9 jsem se sotva nadechoval. V\u0161echno bylo p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 pomal\u00e9 a z\u00e1rove\u0148 p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 rychl\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A pak jsem ho uvid\u011bl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Skrze zaml\u017een\u00e9 okno, za \u0159adami lavic, m\u016fj pohled zabloudil na parkovi\u0161t\u011b. V prudk\u00e9m de\u0161ti tam st\u00e1l mu\u017e. Velk\u00fd, mohutn\u00fd, s \u0161irok\u00fdmi rameny a b\u0159ichem, kter\u00e9 se r\u00fdsovalo pod starou ko\u017eenou vestou. Dlouh\u00fd \u0161ed\u00fd vous mu spl\u00fdval po hrudi, kapky vody z n\u011bj st\u00e9kaly jako z rozpadl\u00e9 sochy. Nem\u011bl de\u0161tn\u00edk. Nehledal \u00fakryt. St\u00e1l nehybn\u011b, hlavu sklon\u011bnou, ruce spu\u0161t\u011bn\u00e9 pod\u00e9l t\u011bla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jako by tam st\u00e1l u\u017e v\u011b\u010dnost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nevstoupil dovnit\u0159. Nepat\u0159il mezi n\u00e1s. Ale z\u016fstal tam po cel\u00fd ob\u0159ad, v de\u0161ti, s\u00e1m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e v\u0161e skon\u010dilo a lid\u00e9 se za\u010dali zvedat, mu\u017e tam st\u00e1le byl. Promo\u010den\u00fd, zk\u0159ehl\u00fd, nehnut\u00fd. D\u00e9\u0161\u0165 u\u017e sl\u00e1bl, ale on se nepohnul. N\u011bco m\u011b k n\u011bmu t\u00e1hlo. Ne zv\u011bdavost. Sp\u00ed\u0161 nepokoj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vy\u0161el jsem ven.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201ePane,\u201c oslovil jsem ho opatrn\u011b. \u201eByl jste tady\u2026 kv\u016fli Emm\u011b?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pomalu zvedl hlavu. Jeho o\u010di byly zarudl\u00e9, hlubok\u00e9, unaven\u00e9. Nevyh\u00fdbal se m\u00e9mu pohledu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eAno,\u201c \u0159ekl chraplav\u011b. \u201eJe mi l\u00edto va\u0161\u00ed ztr\u00e1ty.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eZnal jste ji?\u201c zeptal jsem se. Hlas se mi zlomil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zavrt\u011bl hlavou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eNe tak, jak by si zaslou\u017eila b\u00fdt poznan\u00e1.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

To m\u011b zarazilo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Chv\u00edli ml\u010del, jako by hledal spr\u00e1vn\u00e1 slova, nebo mo\u017en\u00e1 odvahu. Pak s\u00e1hl do kapsy vesty a vyt\u00e1hl poma\u010dkanou fotografii. Byla mokr\u00e1, ale st\u00e1le \u010diteln\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Byla na n\u00ed Emma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sed\u011bla na obrubn\u00edku p\u0159ed \u0161kolou, sm\u00e1la se, v ruce dr\u017eela k\u0159\u00eddu. Tu fotku jsem znal. Ud\u011blal jsem ji j\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eJak\u2026?\u201c vydechl jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mu\u017e sklopil o\u010di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eByl jsem tam,\u201c \u0159ekl ti\u0161e. \u201eTen den. Na t\u00e9 ulici.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0161echno ve mn\u011b ztuhlo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eByl jste\u2026 \u0159idi\u010d?\u201c zeptal jsem se t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nesly\u0161n\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eNe,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bl rychle. \u201eNe ten, co pil. Ale\u2026 byl jsem ten, kdo mohl n\u011bco ud\u011blat.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vypr\u00e1v\u011bl mi, \u017ee st\u00e1l opod\u00e1l. Vid\u011bl, jak se auto bl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 rychle. Vid\u011bl d\u00edt\u011b u silnice. A z\u016fstal st\u00e1t. Zav\u00e1hal. \u0158ekl si, \u017ee to nen\u00ed jeho v\u011bc. \u017de n\u011bkdo jin\u00fd zas\u00e1hne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nikdo nezas\u00e1hl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eCel\u00fd \u017eivot jsem si myslel, \u017ee jsem dobr\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk,\u201c pokra\u010doval. \u201eNikdy jsem nikomu neubl\u00ed\u017eil. Nikdy jsem nebyl u soudu. Ale ten den\u2026 ten den jsem se rozhodl nic neud\u011blat. A to sta\u010dilo.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hrudn\u00edk se mi sv\u00edral. Nen\u00e1vist, kterou jsem \u010dekal, nep\u0159i\u0161la. Jen pr\u00e1zdno.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eChodil jsem sem ka\u017ed\u00fd den,\u201c \u0159ekl. \u201eSt\u00e1l jsem p\u0159ed \u0161kolou. P\u0159ed va\u0161\u00edm domem. Dnes jsem cht\u011bl odej\u00edt. Ale nemohl jsem. Musel jsem tu b\u00fdt. Aspo\u0148 tak.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dlouho jsme st\u00e1li ml\u010dky. D\u00e9\u0161\u0165 ustal. Lid\u00e9 odj\u00ed\u017ed\u011bli. Parkovi\u0161t\u011b se vyprazd\u0148ovalo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nakonec jsem \u0159ekl: \u201eNem\u016f\u017eete to vz\u00edt zp\u00e1tky.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0159ik\u00fdvl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eJ\u00e1 v\u00edm. Ale budu to n\u00e9st. Do konce \u017eivota.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oto\u010dil se a pomalu ode\u0161el. Jeho kroky byly t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9, jako by ka\u017ed\u00fdm z nich nesl k\u00e1men.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

St\u00e1l jsem tam je\u0161t\u011b dlouho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Teprve doma jsem si uv\u011bdomil, co m\u011b d\u011bsilo nejv\u00edc. Ne ten mu\u017e. Ne jeho vina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale my\u0161lenka, kolikr\u00e1t v \u017eivot\u011b n\u011bkdo stoj\u00ed opod\u00e1l. A nic neud\u011bl\u00e1.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"P\u011bt dn\u00ed pot\u00e9, co n\u00e1m bylo vytr\u017eeno n\u011bco nenapraviteln\u00e9ho \u2013 p\u011bt dn\u00ed pot\u00e9, co opil\u00fd \u0159idi\u010d vzal \u017eivot na\u0161\u00ed sedmilet\u00e9 Emm\u011b \u2013 jsme \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5498,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5497","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5497","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5497"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5497\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5499,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5497\/revisions\/5499"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5498"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5497"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5497"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5497"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}