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<\/figure>\n\n\n\nSest\u0159i\u010dka reagovala rychle. Zm\u011b\u0159ila teplotu, tlak, ptala se na ot\u00e1zky, kter\u00e9 zn\u011bly rutinn\u011b, ale jej\u00ed o\u010di byly pozorn\u00e9. Lily se sna\u017eila neplakat. D\u00edvala se na ni velk\u00fdma o\u010dima, state\u010dn\u011b, jako by necht\u011bla nikoho obt\u011b\u017eovat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eJe hodn\u00e1,\u201c \u0159ekla sest\u0159i\u010dka ti\u0161e. A m\u011b bodlo u srdce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pak p\u0159i\u0161el ultrazvuk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Le\u017eela na studen\u00e9m l\u016f\u017eku, gel na b\u0159i\u0161e ji rozesm\u00e1l jen na vte\u0159inu. L\u00e9ka\u0159ka ml\u010dela. D\u00edvala se na obrazovku p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 dlouho. Jej\u00ed obli\u010dej se zm\u011bnil tak nen\u00e1padn\u011b, \u017ee bych si toho norm\u00e1ln\u011b nev\u0161imla. Te\u010f jsem v\u0161ak sledovala ka\u017ed\u00fd pohyb, ka\u017ed\u00fd n\u00e1dech.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201ePros\u00edm chv\u00edli po\u010dkejte,\u201c \u0159ekla a ode\u0161la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vr\u00e1tila se rychleji, ne\u017e by se mi l\u00edbilo. A s v\u00fdrazem, kter\u00fd se mi vyp\u00e1lil do pam\u011bti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMus\u00edme ji okam\u017eit\u011b p\u0159ipravit na operaci.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ta v\u011bta ve mn\u011b explodovala. Nech\u00e1pala jsem ji. Opakovala jsem si ji v hlav\u011b, ale ned\u00e1vala smysl. Operace. Te\u010f. Moje \u010dty\u0159let\u00e1 dcera.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCo\u2026 co jste na\u0161li?\u201c zeptala jsem se a sly\u0161ela vlastn\u00ed hlas, jako by pat\u0159il n\u011bkomu jin\u00e9mu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vysv\u011btlovala mi to klidn\u011b, odborn\u011b, ale ka\u017ed\u00e9 slovo m\u011b bodalo jako n\u016f\u017e. N\u011bco, co tam nem\u011blo b\u00fdt. N\u011bco, co se mohlo kdykoli zhor\u0161it. N\u011bco, co mohlo prasknout, zkroutit se, zab\u00edt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Podlomila se mi kolena. Musela jsem se chytit \u017eidle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Podepisovala jsem pap\u00edry t\u0159esouc\u00ed se rukou. Sna\u017eila jsem se b\u00fdt siln\u00e1, ale v hlav\u011b jsem k\u0159i\u010dela. Kdy\u017e ji odv\u00e1\u017eeli na opera\u010dn\u00ed s\u00e1l, dr\u017eela jsem ji za ruku a\u017e do posledn\u00ed mo\u017en\u00e9 vte\u0159iny. D\u00edvala se na m\u011b a ptala se: \u201eMami, vr\u00e1t\u00ed\u0161 se pro m\u011b?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAno,\u201c \u0159ekla jsem bez zav\u00e1h\u00e1n\u00ed. \u201eHned jak to p\u016fjde.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dve\u0159e se zav\u0159ely.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u010cek\u00e1n\u00ed bylo nekone\u010dn\u00e9. Minuty se t\u00e1hly jako hodiny. D\u00edvala jsem se na hodiny, na dve\u0159e, na podlahu. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lela jsem o ka\u017ed\u00e9m okam\u017eiku toho dne, o ka\u017ed\u00e9m jej\u00edm slovu. Jak jsem to mohla p\u0159ehl\u00e9dnout. Jak jsem si mohla myslet, \u017ee je to jen bolen\u00ed b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kdy\u017e l\u00e9ka\u0159 kone\u010dn\u011b vy\u0161el, poznala jsem z jeho obli\u010deje, \u017ee to dopadlo jinak, ne\u017e jsem se b\u00e1la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Operace byla \u00fasp\u011b\u0161n\u00e1. P\u0159ijeli jsme v\u010das. O p\u00e1r hodin pozd\u011bji by to mohlo b\u00fdt fat\u00e1ln\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rozbre\u010dela jsem se tak, \u017ee jsem se nedok\u00e1zala nadechnout.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lily spala na jednotce intenzivn\u00ed p\u00e9\u010de, mal\u00e1, k\u0159ehk\u00e1, s hadi\u010dkami a obvazy. Sed\u011bla jsem u jej\u00ed postele a dr\u017eela ji za ruku. Byla tepl\u00e1. Byla tady.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Od t\u00e9 noci u\u017e nikdy ne\u0159\u00edk\u00e1m \u201eto nic nebude\u201c, kdy\u017e si d\u00edt\u011b st\u011b\u017euje na bolest. Nau\u010dila jsem se poslouchat nejen slova, ale i ticho mezi nimi. Proto\u017ee n\u011bkdy pr\u00e1v\u011b to ticho k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed nejhlasit\u011bji.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A n\u011bkdy rozhoduje o \u017eivot\u011b.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Polo\u017eila si ruku na b\u0159icho, lehce se zamra\u010dila a klidn\u00fdm, ale vytrval\u00fdm hlasem \u0159ekla: \u201eBol\u00ed to.\u201c Nebyla to hysterie, nebyl to pl\u00e1\u010d. Jen \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6100,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6099","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6099","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6099"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6099\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6101,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6099\/revisions\/6101"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6100"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6099"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6099"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6099"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}