{"id":6382,"date":"2026-03-07T20:17:25","date_gmt":"2026-03-07T17:17:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=6382"},"modified":"2026-03-07T20:17:25","modified_gmt":"2026-03-07T17:17:25","slug":"na-pohrbu-meho-manzela-jsem-stala-vedle-rakve-a-mela-pocit-ze-se-mi-pod-nohama-rozpada-zem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=6382","title":{"rendered":"Na poh\u0159bu m\u00e9ho man\u017eela jsem st\u00e1la vedle rakve a m\u011bla pocit, \u017ee se mi pod nohama rozpad\u00e1 zem."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Dvacet let spole\u010dn\u00e9ho \u017eivota se uzav\u00edralo do ticha p\u0159eru\u0161ovan\u00e9ho jen tlumen\u00fdm pl\u00e1\u010dem p\u0159\u00edbuzn\u00fdch. D\u00edvala jsem se na jeho tv\u00e1\u0159 \u2013 klidnou, t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 ciz\u00ed \u2013 a nedok\u00e1zala jsem si p\u0159edstavit, jak budu d\u00e1l existovat bez jeho hlasu v kuchyni, bez jeho krok\u016f na schodech.Pak se rozlet\u011bly dve\u0159e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do domu vb\u011bhl n\u00e1\u0161 soused Pavel, zad\u00fdchan\u00fd, bled\u00fd jako st\u011bna. Lid\u00e9 se rozestoupili, nech\u00e1pali, co se d\u011bje. Popadl m\u011b za loket.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eAnno, poj\u010f rychle ven\u2026 hned.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jeho prsty se mi zaryly do pa\u017ee. Srdce mi za\u010dalo bu\u0161it tak siln\u011b, \u017ee p\u0159ehlu\u0161ilo v\u0161echno kolem. Mechanicky jsem ho n\u00e1sledovala. P\u0159ekro\u010dila jsem pr\u00e1h domu \u2014 a ztuhla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e1\u0161 dv\u016fr obklopovali mu\u017ei v tmav\u00fdch oblec\u00edch. Nep\u016fsobili jako b\u011b\u017en\u00ed n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvn\u00edci poh\u0159bu. St\u00e1li rozestoupen\u00ed, nehybn\u00ed, s chladn\u00fdmi pohledy. Jeden z nich vystoupil vp\u0159ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201ePan\u00ed Ann Butlov\u00e1?\u201c zeptal se klidn\u00fdm, t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 zdvo\u0159il\u00fdm t\u00f3nem. \u201eP\u0159ijm\u011bte na\u0161i up\u0159\u00edmnou soustrast.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Podlomila se mi kolena. Jak znali na\u0161e jm\u00e9na?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eMus\u00edte si n\u00e1s s n\u011bk\u00fdm pl\u00e9st,\u201c za\u0161eptala jsem. \u201eM\u016fj man\u017eel byl oby\u010dejn\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mu\u017e zavrt\u011bl hlavou. \u201eV\u00e1\u0161 man\u017eel nebyl oby\u010dejn\u00fd. Byl zodpov\u011bdn\u00fd.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

To slovo m\u011b bodlo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eZodpov\u011bdn\u00fd za co?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kr\u00e1tce se odml\u010del, jako by zva\u017eoval, kolik pravdy sm\u00ed vyslovit. \u201eZa ochranu. Za rovnov\u00e1hu. Za v\u011bci, kter\u00e9 jste nikdy nem\u011bla poznat.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sv\u011bt kolem m\u011b se z\u00fa\u017eil do \u00fazk\u00e9ho tunelu. V hlav\u011b se mi za\u010daly p\u0159ehr\u00e1vat vzpom\u00ednky: pozdn\u00ed n\u00e1vraty z pr\u00e1ce, telefon\u00e1ty, p\u0159i nich\u017e odch\u00e1zel do jin\u00e9 m\u00edstnosti, nap\u011bt\u00ed v jeho o\u010d\u00edch posledn\u00ed m\u011bs\u00edce. V\u017edy \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee je to kv\u016fli zak\u00e1zk\u00e1m, audit\u016fm, nov\u00fdm klient\u016fm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201eM\u016fj man\u017eel byl \u00fa\u010detn\u00ed,\u201c trvala jsem na sv\u00e9m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eAno,\u201c p\u0159ik\u00fdvl mu\u017e. \u201eA velmi dobr\u00fd.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z kapsy saka vyt\u00e1hl silnou ob\u00e1lku. Podal mi ji s respektem, kter\u00fd p\u016fsobil a\u017e znepokojiv\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eTohle v\u00e1m m\u00e1me p\u0159edat. Podle jeho p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed. V p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b\u2026 t\u00e9to situace.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Prsty se mi t\u0159\u00e1sly, kdy\u017e jsem ob\u00e1lku p\u0159eb\u00edrala. Byla t\u011b\u017ek\u00e1. Nejen pap\u00edrem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eCo to je?\u201c hlesla jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eInstrukce. A odpov\u011bdi,\u201c \u0159ekl ti\u0161e. \u201eV\u00e1\u0161 man\u017eel v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee se to m\u016f\u017ee st\u00e1t.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eCo se m\u016f\u017ee st\u00e1t?\u201c vyhrkla jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Poprv\u00e9 se v jeho pohledu objevilo n\u011bco lidsk\u00e9ho. Smutek. \u201e\u017de n\u011bkdo nebude cht\u00edt, aby d\u00e1l chr\u00e1nil to, co chr\u00e1nil.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vzduch mi do\u0161el. \u201eTak\u017ee\u2026 nezem\u0159el p\u0159irozen\u011b?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mu\u017e neodpov\u011bd\u011bl p\u0159\u00edmo. \u201eByl to \u010destn\u00fd mu\u017e. A zaplatil cenu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Za m\u00fdmi z\u00e1dy se otev\u0159ely dve\u0159e domu. Host\u00e9 vych\u00e1zeli ven, \u0161um hlas\u016f s\u00edlil. Mu\u017ei v oblec\u00edch se narovnali.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eOdch\u00e1z\u00edme,\u201c ozn\u00e1mil ti\u0161e. \u201eNikdo z v\u00e1s u\u017e nen\u00ed v nebezpe\u010d\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eJak to m\u016f\u017eete v\u011bd\u011bt?\u201c zeptala jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pod\u00edval se mi p\u0159\u00edmo do o\u010d\u00ed. \u201eProto\u017ee jeho pr\u00e1ce je dokon\u010dena.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nastoupili do \u010dern\u00fdch aut a beze slova odjeli. Z\u016fstala jsem st\u00e1t uprost\u0159ed dvora, ob\u00e1lku p\u0159itisknutou k hrudi, obklopen\u00e1 pohledy soused\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed hodinou jsem si myslela, \u017ee ztr\u00e1c\u00edm jen man\u017eela.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Te\u010f jsem si za\u010d\u00ednala uv\u011bdomovat, \u017ee jsem ho mo\u017en\u00e1 nikdy doopravdy neznala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A odpov\u011bdi, kter\u00e9 jsem dr\u017eela v rukou, mohly zm\u011bnit v\u0161echno.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Dvacet let spole\u010dn\u00e9ho \u017eivota se uzav\u00edralo do ticha p\u0159eru\u0161ovan\u00e9ho jen tlumen\u00fdm pl\u00e1\u010dem p\u0159\u00edbuzn\u00fdch. D\u00edvala jsem se na jeho tv\u00e1\u0159 \u2013 klidnou, t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 ciz\u00ed \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6383,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6382","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6382","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6382"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6382\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6384,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6382\/revisions\/6384"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6383"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6382"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6382"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6382"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}