{"id":660,"date":"2025-06-20T20:54:46","date_gmt":"2025-06-20T17:54:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=660"},"modified":"2025-06-20T20:54:46","modified_gmt":"2025-06-20T17:54:46","slug":"neuspesna-nebo-vybrana-jako-jeden-rozpadly-dum-ve-vesnici-mi-zmenil-cely-zivot","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=660","title":{"rendered":"\u201eNe\u00fasp\u011b\u0161n\u00e1\u201c? Nebo vybran\u00e1? Jako jeden rozpadl\u00fd d\u016fm ve vesnici mi zm\u011bnil cel\u00fd \u017eivot\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Vzduch v not\u00e1\u0159sk\u00e9 kancel\u00e1\u0159i v Kyjev\u011b byl t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd, dusiv\u00fd vlivem nevysloven\u00e9ho nap\u011bt\u00ed. Sed\u011bla jsem ztuhl\u00e1, srdce mi bu\u0161ilo jako bl\u00e1zen, zat\u00edmco not\u00e1\u0159 \u010detl z\u00e1v\u011b\u0165 m\u00e9 babi\u010dky, Hany Hryhorovny. P\u0159ede mnou se u\u017e py\u0161n\u011b usm\u00edval m\u016fj bratr Michajlo \u2013 v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee z\u00edsk\u00e1 bytov\u00fd majetek v centru m\u011bsta. A j\u00e1? Mn\u011b nechal star\u00fd, rozpadl\u00fd d\u016fm v n\u011bjak\u00e9 odlehl\u00e9 vesnici jm\u00e9nem Zary\u010d\u010da. V tu chv\u00edli se mi v\u0161echno zhroutilo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Samoz\u0159ejm\u011b, Michajlo to nezvl\u00e1dl:
\u2014 \u201eNo jasn\u011b\u2026 b\u00edd\u00e1k\u016fm z\u016fstanou jen trosky.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e jsem se vr\u00e1tila dom\u016f, doufala jsem, \u017ee m\u011b alespo\u0148 man\u017eel podpo\u0159\u00ed. M\u00edsto toho m\u011b Dmytro studen\u011b pod\u00edval a \u0159ekl:
\u2014 \u201eJsi ne\u00fasp\u011b\u0161n\u00e1. Opravdu odpov\u00edd\u00e1\u0161 tomu, co jsi dostala.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u016fl hodiny pot\u00e9 jsem u\u017e st\u00e1la na schodech p\u0159ed domem s kufrem v rukou a srdcem pln\u00fdm pr\u00e1zdnoty. Jedin\u00e9 m\u00edsto, kam jsem mohla j\u00edt, byl ten star\u00fd, zapomenut\u00fd d\u016fm ve vesnici.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vesnice Zary\u010d\u010da m\u011b p\u0159iv\u00edtala mrtv\u00fdm tichem. Zborcen\u00e9 ploty, zarostl\u00e9 cesty, opu\u0161t\u011bn\u00e9 domy. M\u00e9 \u201ed\u011bdictv\u00ed\u201c tam st\u00e1lo \u2013 rozpadl\u00e1 fas\u00e1da, rozbit\u00e9 okna, st\u0159echa, co sotva dr\u017eela. Chystala jsem se vstoupit do z\u0159\u00edceniny. Ale jakmile jsem otev\u0159ela dve\u0159e, poc\u00edtila jsem n\u011bco jin\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uvnit\u0159 \u2013 ne prach, ne chlad, ale pocit. Jako by vzduch d\u00fdchal. Jako by na m\u011b \u010dekal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Na stole st\u00e1l hrnek, v rohu deka, kterou babi\u010dka pou\u017e\u00edvala. A v rohu \u2013 star\u00e1 d\u0159ev\u011bn\u00e1 krabi\u010dka p\u0159ikryt\u00e1 \u0161\u00e1lou. Otev\u0159ela jsem ji t\u0159esouc\u00edma se rukama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uvnit\u0159 \u2013 oble\u010den\u00ed, dopisy, fotografie\u2026 a slo\u017eka ru\u010dn\u011b psan\u00e1:
\u201eM\u00e9 prav\u00e9 d\u011bdictv\u00ed nen\u00ed ve \u010dtvere\u010dn\u00edch metrech, ale v ko\u0159enech.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dokumenty. Listy vlastn\u00edka. Star\u00e9 mapy. Uk\u00e1zalo se, \u017ee babi\u010dka vlastnila n\u011bkolik parcel kolem vesnice \u2013 nikdy ofici\u00e1ln\u011b nezapisovan\u00fdch. Nezd\u011bdila jsem jen d\u016fm. Zd\u011bdila jsem historii. Mo\u017enost. Za\u010d\u00e1tek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Prvn\u00ed t\u00fddny byly t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9. Nen\u00ed voda, nen\u00ed elekt\u0159ina, nen\u00ed topen\u00ed. Nosila jsem vodu ze studny, topila d\u0159evem, spala jsem s kab\u00e1tem na sob\u011b. Ale vesnice se za\u010dala otev\u00edrat mn\u011b. P\u0159ich\u00e1zeli m\u00edstn\u00ed sta\u0159\u00ed obyvatel\u00e9. V\u0161ichni si pamatovali babi\u010dku \u2013 jak l\u00e9\u010dila bylinkami, jak pom\u00e1hala. A j\u00e1 u\u017e nebyla \u201em\u011bstsk\u00e1 ne\u00fasp\u011b\u0161nice\u201c. Byla jsem \u201evnu\u010dka Hany\u201c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vy\u010distila jsem dv\u016fr. Opravil se dve\u0159e. V suter\u00e9nu jsem na\u0161la zava\u0159eniny ze star\u00fdch let \u2013 st\u00e1le perfektn\u011b konzervovan\u00e9. A pak mi zazvonil telefon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Byl to Michajlo.
\u2014 \u201eSly\u0161el jsem, \u017ee parcela u \u0159eky z\u00edskala na hodnot\u011b. Poj\u010fme ji prodat a rozd\u011blit.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nereagovala jsem. D\u00edvala jsem se na z\u00e1pad slunce nad svou zem\u00ed. To nebylo na prodej. To byl m\u016fj \u017eivot.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Vzduch v not\u00e1\u0159sk\u00e9 kancel\u00e1\u0159i v Kyjev\u011b byl t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd, dusiv\u00fd vlivem nevysloven\u00e9ho nap\u011bt\u00ed. Sed\u011bla jsem ztuhl\u00e1, srdce mi bu\u0161ilo jako bl\u00e1zen, zat\u00edmco not\u00e1\u0159 \u010detl \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":661,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-660","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/660","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=660"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/660\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":662,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/660\/revisions\/662"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/661"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=660"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=660"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=660"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}