{"id":9717,"date":"2026-08-15T09:18:57","date_gmt":"2026-08-15T06:18:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=9717"},"modified":"2026-08-15T09:18:57","modified_gmt":"2026-08-15T06:18:57","slug":"pet-mesicu-po-ukonceni-chemoterapie-jsem-sveho-manzela-jeffreyho-prekvapila-vikendem-v-horskem-hotelu-kde-jsme-pred-dvaceti-lety-stravili-libanky","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chexia.info\/?p=9717","title":{"rendered":"P\u011bt m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f po ukon\u010den\u00ed chemoterapie jsem sv\u00e9ho man\u017eela Jeffreyho p\u0159ekvapila v\u00edkendem v horsk\u00e9m hotelu, kde jsme p\u0159ed dvaceti lety str\u00e1vili l\u00edb\u00e1nky."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\">P\u011bt m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f po ukon\u010den\u00ed chemoterapie jsem sv\u00e9ho man\u017eela Jeffreyho p\u0159ekvapila v\u00edkendem v horsk\u00e9m hotelu, kde jsme p\u0159ed dvaceti lety str\u00e1vili l\u00edb\u00e1nky.<\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cht\u011bla jsem se znovu c\u00edtit jako jeho \u017eena, ne jako k\u0159ehk\u00e1 pacientka, o kterou se cel\u00fd uplynul\u00fd rok staral.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Rakovina zm\u011bnila m\u00e9 t\u011blo. Moje zrzav\u00e9 vlasy t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 zmizely, operace zanechala na hrudi jizvy a j\u00e1 m\u011bla probl\u00e9m poznat sama sebe v zrcadle. P\u0159esto Jeffrey z\u016fstal po m\u00e9m boku b\u011bhem v\u0161ech vy\u0161et\u0159en\u00ed, l\u00e9\u010dby i t\u011bch nejhor\u0161\u00edch noc\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u0159esto se ve mn\u011b usadila nejistota.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eMysl\u00ed\u0161 si po\u0159\u00e1d, \u017ee jsem kr\u00e1sn\u00e1?\u201c zeptala jsem se ho ve\u010der p\u0159ed na\u0161\u00ed cestou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJsi nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed \u017eena, jakou jsem kdy poznal,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cht\u011bla jsem mu v\u011b\u0159it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kdy\u017e jsme dorazili do hotelu, v\u0161echno vypadalo p\u0159esn\u011b tak, jak jsem si to pamatovala. Za oknem byly borovice, v\u0161ude sv\u00edtila tepl\u00e1 sv\u011btla a v pokoji st\u00e1la stejn\u00e1 obrovsk\u00e1 postel, ve kter\u00e9 jsme p\u0159ed dvaceti lety str\u00e1vili l\u00edb\u00e1nky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jen\u017ee Jeffrey najednou ztuhl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJe tu jen jedna postel.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nerv\u00f3zn\u011b jsem se zasm\u00e1la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTak to u v\u00fdro\u010dn\u00edch cest obvykle b\u00fdv\u00e1.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On se nezasm\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eZa\u0159\u00edd\u00edm n\u00e1m jin\u00fd pokoj.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod\u00edvala jsem se na n\u011bj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eCo\u017ee?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201e\u0160patn\u011b sp\u00edm. Nechci t\u011b ru\u0161it.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJe to na\u0161e dvac\u00e1t\u00e9 v\u00fdro\u010d\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJe to jen na span\u00ed. P\u0159es den m\u016f\u017eeme b\u00fdt po\u0159\u00e1d spolu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Uc\u00edt\u00edla jsem, jak se ve mn\u011b n\u011bco zhroutilo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTy nechce\u0161 sp\u00e1t vedle m\u011b.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eO tom to nen\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTak o \u010dem to je?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Odvr\u00e1til pohled.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTe\u010f ti to nem\u016f\u017eu vysv\u011btlit. Pros\u00edm, v\u011b\u0159 mi.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak vzal kufr a ode\u0161el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"819\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/wedding_anniversary_vertical-819x1024.webp\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-9718\" srcset=\"https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/wedding_anniversary_vertical-819x1024.webp 819w, https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/wedding_anniversary_vertical-240x300.webp 240w, https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/wedding_anniversary_vertical-768x960.webp 768w, https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/wedding_anniversary_vertical-1229x1536.webp 1229w, https:\/\/chexia.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/wedding_anniversary_vertical.webp 1408w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 819px) 100vw, 819px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">V okam\u017eiku, kdy se dve\u0159e zav\u0159ely, se v\u0161echny m\u00e9 star\u00e9 obavy vr\u00e1tily.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mo\u017en\u00e1 Jeffrey z\u016fstal jen proto, \u017ee jsem byla nemocn\u00e1. Mo\u017en\u00e1 te\u010f, kdy\u017e se zotavuji, u\u017e m\u011b nechce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ten ve\u010der jsme spolu pove\u010de\u0159eli, ale t\u00e9matu se vyh\u00fdbal. Nakonec jsem \u0161la sama do pokoje a rozplakala se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kolem p\u016flnoci Jeffrey zaklepal na moje dve\u0159e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJe mi to l\u00edto.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eKv\u016fli \u010demu?\u201c zeptala jsem se ho\u0159ce. \u201eProto\u017ee jsi kone\u010dn\u011b p\u0159iznal, \u017ee u\u017e m\u011b nechce\u0161?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jeho v\u00fdraz se zm\u011bnil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eCo\u017ee?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eVid\u011bla jsem tv\u016fj obli\u010dej, kdy\u017e ses pod\u00edval na tu postel. V\u00edm, \u017ee u\u017e nejsem \u017eenou, kterou sis p\u0159ed dvaceti lety vzal.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ve\u0161el dovnit\u0159.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTo nen\u00ed pravda.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTak mi vysv\u011btli, pro\u010d sis pronajal jin\u00fd pokoj.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u011bkolik vte\u0159in ml\u010del.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eOd tv\u00e9 t\u0159et\u00ed chemoterapie p\u0159ed tebou n\u011bco skr\u00fdv\u00e1m.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak si za\u010dal rozep\u00ednat ko\u0161ili.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Z\u016fstala jsem v \u0161oku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Na jeho \u017eebrech a b\u0159i\u0161e byly tmav\u011b \u010derven\u00e9 otlaky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTy jsi zran\u011bn\u00fd!\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eNe.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vyt\u00e1hl z kufru \u010dern\u00e9 kompresn\u00ed oble\u010den\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTohle nos\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zmaten\u011b jsem se na n\u011bj pod\u00edvala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201ePro\u010d?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sklopil hlavu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eKdy\u017e jsi onemocn\u011bla, p\u0159estal jsem se o sebe starat. T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 jsem nespal. P\u0159estal jsem cvi\u010dit. N\u011bkdy jsem zapom\u00ednal j\u00edst a jindy jsem jedl po\u0159\u00e1d, proto\u017ee mi to pom\u00e1halo se s t\u00edm vyrovnat.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hluboce se nadechl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eP\u0159ibral jsem skoro t\u0159icet kilo.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Najednou v\u0161echno d\u00e1valo smysl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Voln\u00e9 ko\u0161ile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">To, jak se v koupeln\u011b p\u0159evl\u00e9kal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zp\u016fsob, jak\u00fdm se vyh\u00fdbal zrcadl\u016fm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eKdy\u017e jsi navrhla tuhle cestu, vzpomn\u011bl jsem si na na\u0161e fotografie z l\u00edb\u00e1nek,\u201c pokra\u010doval. \u201eB\u00e1l jsem se, \u017ee m\u011b porovn\u00e1\u0161 s mu\u017eem, kter\u00fdm jsem byl p\u0159ed dvaceti lety. Myslel jsem, \u017ee kdy\u017e budu cel\u00fd v\u00edkend nosit tohle, nev\u0161imne\u0161 si, jak moc jsem se zm\u011bnil.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Uk\u00e1zal mi bolestiv\u00e9 otlaky kolem pasu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAle nem\u016f\u017eu v tom sp\u00e1t. Sotva v tom d\u00fdch\u00e1m.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTak\u017ee sis pronajal jin\u00fd pokoj, proto\u017ee ses styd\u011bl za sv\u00e9 t\u011blo?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u0159ik\u00fdvl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eProto\u017ee sis myslel, \u017ee u\u017e t\u011b nebudu pova\u017eovat za p\u0159ita\u017eliv\u00e9ho?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAno.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod\u00edvala jsem se na n\u011bj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak jsem se rozplakala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Proto\u017ee jsem to najednou pochopila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oba jsme se skr\u00fdvali p\u0159ed \u00fapln\u011b stejn\u00fdm strachem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Posadila jsem se vedle n\u011bj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJ\u00e1 ti tak\u00e9 mus\u00edm n\u011bco \u0159\u00edct.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pod\u00edval se na m\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eP\u011bt m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f jsem nen\u00e1vid\u011bla to, co vid\u00edm v zrcadle. Myslela jsem si, \u017ee z\u016fst\u00e1v\u00e1\u0161 jen z l\u00edtosti. \u010cekala jsem, a\u017e p\u0159izn\u00e1\u0161, \u017ee u\u017e t\u011b nep\u0159itahuji.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eTo bych nikdy nemohl \u0159\u00edct.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eA celou tu dobu sis o sob\u011b myslel \u00fapln\u011b tot\u00e9\u017e.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Na chv\u00edli jsme oba ml\u010deli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pak jsem se p\u0159es slzy zasm\u00e1la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eJsme ale hlup\u00e1ci.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jeffrey se tak\u00e9 zasm\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eDvacet let man\u017eelstv\u00ed a my se vr\u00e1t\u00edme do hotelu, kde jsme m\u011bli l\u00edb\u00e1nky, jen abychom spali v odd\u011blen\u00fdch pokoj\u00edch, proto\u017ee jsme se b\u00e1li, \u017ee se tomu druh\u00e9mu nebude l\u00edbit, co uvid\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eUtratil jsem \u0161edes\u00e1t dolar\u016f za spodn\u00ed pr\u00e1dlo, kter\u00e9 m\u011b mu\u010d\u00ed,\u201c \u0159ekl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">To m\u011b rozesm\u00e1lo je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eKoupila jsem si nov\u00e9 \u0161aty a schovala je do kufru, proto\u017ee jsem se b\u00e1la, \u017ee se ti nebude l\u00edbit, jak vypad\u00e1m.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Poprv\u00e9 po n\u011bkolika m\u011bs\u00edc\u00edch jsem p\u0159estala \u0159e\u0161it sv\u016fj vlastn\u00ed odraz v zrcadle a pod\u00edvala se na sv\u00e9ho man\u017eela.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zat\u00edmco jsem bojovala s rakovinou, Jeffrey bojoval tak\u00e9. B\u00e1l se, \u017ee m\u011b ztrat\u00ed, a potichu se p\u0159estal starat s\u00e1m o sebe. Jen nev\u011b\u0159il, \u017ee jeho bolest m\u00e1 v\u00fdznam, kdy\u017e ta moje byla mnohem v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nikdy jsme se nep\u0159estali milovat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jen jsme p\u0159estali b\u00fdt up\u0159\u00edmn\u00ed ohledn\u011b toho, \u010deho se boj\u00edme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jeffrey si sundal kompresn\u00ed oble\u010den\u00ed a p\u0159estal se sna\u017eit sv\u00e9 t\u011blo skr\u00fdvat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jemn\u011b jsem se dotkla jeho b\u0159icha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zav\u00e1hal, pak se ke mn\u011b p\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017eil a polo\u017eil ruku na jizvy na m\u00e9 hrudi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ani jeden z n\u00e1s neucukl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eU\u017e se neschov\u00e1vej,\u201c za\u0161eptal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eU\u017e se nebudeme skr\u00fdvat.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ten v\u00edkend z\u00e1zra\u010dn\u011b nevr\u00e1til na\u0161e t\u011bla do podoby, jakou m\u011bla p\u0159ed dvaceti lety. M\u00e9 vlasy najednou nedorostly, jizvy nezmizely a Jeffrey neztratil v\u00e1hu, kterou b\u011bhem m\u00e9 nemoci nabral.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kone\u010dn\u011b jsme ale pochopili, \u017ee nic z toho nemus\u00edme napravovat, abychom se mohli milovat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ka\u017ed\u00fd z n\u00e1s p\u0159e\u017eil nejt\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00ed rok sv\u00e9ho \u017eivota po sv\u00e9m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mlad\u00fd p\u00e1r z na\u0161ich fotografi\u00ed z l\u00edb\u00e1nek u\u017e byl minulost\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ale lid\u00e9, kte\u0159\u00ed se za t\u011bmito zm\u011bnami skr\u00fdvali, tu st\u00e1le byli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">St\u00e1le man\u017eel\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">St\u00e1le nedokonal\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">St\u00e1le vystra\u0161en\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A co bylo nejd\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed \u2014 st\u00e1le jsme si ka\u017ed\u00fd den znovu volili jeden druh\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"P\u011bt m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f po ukon\u010den\u00ed chemoterapie jsem sv\u00e9ho man\u017eela Jeffreyho p\u0159ekvapila v\u00edkendem v horsk\u00e9m hotelu, kde jsme p\u0159ed dvaceti lety str\u00e1vili l\u00edb\u00e1nky. 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